litze=D

2010-06-03T08:30:00.000-07:00

wahh,so long no post blog le,since VERNICE so nicenice come my blog,give u faceface:DDcurrently feel very down lo..cos my teammates and guiru go to Perth le,Gonna miss them real hard!Awwww,faster come back!enjoy ur trip and if can,MISS LIM GUIRU,pls rmb drink water,wear thick clothings,dun blur blur at there!plus one more thing,if can help me steal a koala bear back,hehe:DD

Oops,i haven touch dao homework sia,got so many projects making.BUTBUT,we've organised outings,ice skating on this saturday,D&t outing on next sat!hahahha:DDIf u all gott go anywhere play must call me uh,98644203 wait for ur call,heehee!!

2010-03-05T05:20:00.000-08:00

Good communication is the most important thing towards us,i really hate hostile and SARCASTIC people.alamak,my toe de nails break=(pain sia..hope tmr dun run much,cos very hurtful.Lol..

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2010-02-25T07:16:00.000-08:00

This common tests i brought books home to study,haha,guai leh~guiru also say me guai!then tests all easy like siao,i was so amazed!But ppl say very hard?maybe i many wrong liao lo,i so scared chemistry and geo,but ended up i can do it,except for maths and ss,ss i read for 10 mins then go for test,but gone smoothly!!hahaha!!check it out,posting my dear results soon,i only hope passes lah,dun get too high expectations!hehe..=DD

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2010-02-23T06:26:00.000-08:00

Its my first time feeling so hurt.
Its my second time crying in the court.
I get nothing,i should learn from guiru,heck the care damn it,i should have listened to you,sorry,committed so what?others live off better its the fact.i am just afraid of my attitude,which starts to change BECOS of everything thing tat happens.im not going to explain anymore,thank you teammates,standing beside me holding me.my good intention was truly humilated,i will change,check it outxDcos i heck care already.i dun care a damn!

i dun wan to use smile
to live on anymore,
loyal good attitude are
all just bullshit,
i get nothing.
biased.

2010-01-26T04:37:00.000-08:00

sianxx..
so many many many many homework needa do,maths eng chi dnt all come at one time,yesterday do until 1 am,veryy very tired,very tired,dnt need do so many sketches,came home so late everyday:X dnt is a worse case,so many drawings and sketches needa do,siao!
tired tired,luckily got frens helping me,stayed back today for remedial then go for chemistry test,tot was very hard,but in the end,okok lo,managed to finish in very short time,then go bck class do homework and do discussion with edwin they all,sorry to make u all wait all the way,quite fun,haha,we wrote things down at the whiteboard and started playing and fooling around.then finished my job liao keep ran towards my seat and do homework,do until 4:20 go changed and went to eca room take ball,surprise!coach were inside there=DDi was so surprised,lol,then chat chat liao,GOT MY BBALL TEE!!=DDDtook a ball,thenn sam continue her work,i go parade square do underbasket centermove,in school i can do so smooth,but why i dun dare to apply,MORE TOUGHER LYCHEE!!Jiayous=)

i am very tired,
very very tired,
Jiayous=)

2010-01-23T02:55:00.000-08:00

i not going to eat these two days,see what u can do!

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2010-01-22T05:37:00.000-08:00

i am very very stress,i dun know i wana continue my studies onot!i wanna leave home,i cnt take it anymore.its nt just today,its before i even go k1,why cnt i be any other child?everything tat happens left a scar in my heart,i am just a girl,i am not as cheerful and as strong as u all imagine,who,ever knows every single night,what i did?i cried,every pics flashed into my mind,cried till i go to slp,its just a nightmare.you nv hear me explain,you nv accept my explain,u always humilate me.i need time to think and cool down.My father dun wan fetch me on saturday le,means tat i cnt go training.i think i monday will go sch,i will turn up for matches,i dun wish coach upset=(i hit my fist to the wall again and again just know,blue black:X

sorry,but no one knows.
sorry,i cnt take it anymore,
its nt positive and negative le,
its the scar tat tears my heart..

2010-01-15T05:46:00.000-08:00

haha,i am a year older!Today very fun,in class karyee all keep wished me happy birthday,then in chinese class keep dee siao cher with huisian again,he funny loh.then they keep coming towards me,wishing,me,i m soo happy=)

Then quite sian loh the class,
edsel wanna hug me for birthday,LOL!
Mr wee gave me a shoe bag.
huixian gave sweets
mama give mop,
papa give money,
limin gave lollipop,
others forgot le.
some next week,

thanks ppl who gave me presents=)

i wrote what happened on the yellow paper but dunno lost where le,so i found it liao will update the blog indicating from yesterday till today who and wad time U all wished me,i m so grateful=D
After english last period lesson we stayed bck and discussed something class matters,then suddenly from outside karyee push a cake inside?i was stunned!seriously!Karyee thanks,i know u also sms others call thm dun tell me rite??haha they just told me:xhahaha.then me and ahmad go infront,thanks 3n1,i had a great day!u all sang very nice!haha,i rmb u all call me hold ahmad hand with the cake's knife rite?hahahha.ahmad damn shyshy,haha tease him,class laughed=DHope u all like my goodies=)

after tat went to training,ran,shoot.quite sian lo,i was very high in the beginning,then teammates all sian sian emoemo-.-then duno why i suddenly feel like wanting to be one person-Emo.sibeh sian,sec 3 except for regine and yuqiu,no one wished me happy birthday except for seniors juniors,i quite sad and disappoint lo,cos last time isn't like this.then they sometimes whisper to each other on the ears,dun wan let me know=(got abit left out..but later i was cheered up,

then play with guiru,haha.by the time,they all go liao,then i think,they forgot le bah..guiru then ask me pei her go popular find her bf take things,then the whole day after yanling they all go liao guiru answer her phone and walk away,like she talking secretly,lols!then i played and trained lay up all tat with guiru,hahah.then ard 4 like tat go to cwp,then go find guiru's (bf).haha.we go to popular,when i wanna enter,guiru dragged me inside the EXIT which is beside the popular,then i saw regine?i dun dare go in,then in the end,WHOLE sec 3 is with a cake!SERIOUSLY THANK U ALLL VERY MUCH I LOVE U ALL!!!i knew something fishy must be going on,u all so good to me,i very touched,seriously,thank you!sec 3 united=)

Camwhore around=)today very happy luhs,except for last year,i nv received such big group and big and many suprises in my birthday before=)thank you ppl=DD

There's still many pic,wait i get it from yuqiu they alll.post again when gt mood.

Happy birthday to myself=)

2010-01-13T06:12:00.000-08:00

haha,fun siol today,guiru vanalyn,u fang xin,i wan my team.

bcked homed,when out again,in the supermarket i bought a packet of herbs and a chicken!!hahahah,i cut and chop the chicken,eee,manymany blood=(i wanna make a chicken soup,then bo bian,i really dunno how to chop,haha so call papa come rescue me,he very lihai lo,he say he dunno how to chop in the end chop untill so nice-.-,i only chop the hand and legs,FUN!need to cook 1 1/2 hours,around 1 hr like tat my whole house is filled with the chicken smell=DD,and now,papa and me are drinking it!shiok,nice,proud,i MAKE IT!=DD

but say really,the chicken very disgusting=(the blood all over me=(but its good also luh,finally i m doing something for papa,LOLS?

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2010-01-12T07:19:00.000-08:00

Friendships are just bullshits,
Bestfriend?so naive of me thinking tat bestfren do appear where there's no friendships.haha,quite rhyme leh,VANVAN,i agree wad u said,haha=DD

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2010-01-08T05:46:00.000-08:00

today had my first dinner,usually only ate breakfast or breakfast plus lunch,no appetite haha,guiru also,starting to waste her food,COPYCAT!haha.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2010-01-07T07:58:00.000-08:00

these days in class keep dee siao teachers,mr nicholas really very funny,and sometimes he say me make the class laugh i was blurred,mr wu(chi band 1 cher)also keep kena me deesiao,gimme five huisian!but u are noisier that me i know!hehe.Gonna pay more attention to the class,thanks for cooperating with me ppl=)

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2010-01-07T07:25:00.000-08:00

today go school,canot find my school shoe,so wear the tight tight de sch shoe,i wear size 8 and tat shoe is 5 1/2,wtf..i was walking like a duck lo in custom and in school,then i open my shoe bag inside is my sch shoes and nt bball shoes,so i run with my tight tight shoes,wearing it is pain enuff,lol,but as i running in parade square,i tiptoe run,such tat my foot behind not so pain,who knows i runrunrun,not pain le,as i slow down,it become more and more pain,unexpectedly,i ran 40 rounds at a go,i felt so proud of ourselves,the ourselves include van ru and me,we ran together in my last 20 rounds,we were chasing?pulling each other shirt?pulling each other shorts?tickling each other?HAHAHA,i ran my 40 rounds finished and din pant at all,andand,we 3 DID run all the way,thanks u two from accompaning me run,usually i rmb last time(last year?)we ran 20 rounds in parade square i was dying,three of us very contented,hehe.Just tat,my leg starts to pain,took off my shoes,shoot,train,triple threat homed.reached custom and slept all the way till bus come.when i wake up,my 2 foot become very hard,cold pain.homed,so many blisters,no wonder so pain,my nails like breaking apart,kelian,i am sorry=(

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2010-01-04T05:44:00.000-08:00

today first day of school,i quite like my uniform,hehe.

during recess,walked past junrong they all,though i keep laughed at wad they all said,i m so touched n stunned inside,chatted with yuhao juz now,same feeling too.i miss u all,classes without u all isnt a whole to me,felt so empty though my classmates are so humorous.thanks for letting me know tat wad i did towards u all are so worth it,thnks.

chinese cher say we will separate according banding,i band 1,u all band 2,i wan to go band 2band 1 very concentrate on chinese,if in band 2,i cn concentrate more on other things,gonna talk to teachers tmr,but today kena scold when jk to go band 3.sian.hahah anw very playful today in class,tio called names a few times-.-

Looking forward to tmr de training,btw,brandan's hair is cool.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-12-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

Today very siao sia,went home with guiru to her hse and changed,i love her hse,so big,spacious and carefree.then later we late liao,faster walk out hse and meet sam,she still at hm,LOL???hahhaha,then ru and me very ganchiong,fun!then was playing with ru when sam walked pasts us!we also dun noe manx!then i suggests calling her,so i call lo,in the end she beside us,LOL???it was like so damn funny!in the train even more siao,i keep deesiao,then laughed laughed laughed,no place sit-.-met coach le also still keep make fun of the clothings,shoes,watches,hahahaaha,my leg suan till canot,whole journey was standing,so we act act wanna try the shoes then sit down,haha.Bugis de things more cheap than other places lo~Bought a same shirt with sam(i purple she green),i tried it,Pretty!i rmb another time she brought me to bugis we bought the same watch,lols.i very high today-.-but after discussing smth with ru duno why myself become very low,guiru,i also duno why.haha.then shop shop,coach say i old liao tats why my leg suan?lol,male coach came,but nowhere seen later,lols!in the end went bck with ru,our legs really breaking le,we go in the mrt,WHOLE JOURNEY NO PLACE SIT!WTH！ru helped carried my things=)so sweet of u thank you,cos i losts my things easily haha.thnk thnk!^^and thnks coach elina(?)minmin sam ru pei me shopped.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-12-24T08:44:00.000-08:00

Today had game with newtown#%&)())_ But i had to thank coach,for telling me so many logic,now i understand the global situation more and had shared with papa,whenever i has a problem,u were always there for me,thank you!coach also let me go down court,gave me chances to play,i wan to train to be more HARD,HARD to be knocked down.limin told me,they told me,how %*%^$ they are,but i dun believe,when it was my turn to go down,they push me with their elbow from behind,its painful,and one more time i gotten my rebound and ready for another up,they hit me hard,purposely,very purposely,then i suddenly think of wad coach says,hehehe.i make them fall,hit them bck,pushed thm till they very pekcek,only i noe,i realised,wahaha.i duno today how happy i am sia,they very bad knocked me down,so i do bck loh,以牙还牙。if they werent tat too much,i wont do tat,wont.when we were warming down,me and yanling went to ask for scores,
yanling:Erm do you all now the results(damn politely) one of thm:aiyah u all win lah u all win lah.
Litze(turn to another gurl):erm do u have the results?(copy yanling very polite)
Another gurl DIAo us!!SHE ROLL HER EYES at us and say,twisting her mouth as if cursing,i was so stunned,i nv seen such thing happens b4!Just one thing,no sportsmanship,anyway feel like apologising,sorry?lame-.-
then we go home,quite emo at half the journey,also duno why,then when we abroad the bus at the unknown interchange i sit with ru,then we very high,we do homework(thnks ru)and camwhore around,we laughed very loud especially me,then i dee siao a boyboy which looks like ritz but fatter,then he become VERY SHY AND QUIET becos of me,i am sorry,lols.after that,ru and bronte accompany me to mac,thanks yea?always there 4 me accompany me.we stayed there till very long,laughed joked camwhore.thanks ru i today really very happy.i also tried to put my smile at my face,i did it!hehes!
no mood.. 我用微笑带过=) i use smile to live on..

ghost

random

random emo

drawn by ru and me

looking at me?lol,taoyan!

wrote alot

lol ru and me,darkdark=)

random

haha random dao bu xing

haha shiyin shyshhy

taken by ru,lihai lo!

2009-12-23T02:58:00.000-08:00

oh ya,forget to elaborate bout yesterday.
yestterday,guiru and me play till quite pekcek in the game,very sian diao,guiru more kelian still fall down.i sprained my ankle,but luckily i faster stretch den bo dai zi,heng heng,i dun wan any injuries.hehe.
then go mac makan,thanks jiajia and ru accompany me,they just watched me eat,lols.when i am ordering,jasper and melvin dee siao me,jasper you remember!lols.then i put my plate and suddenly forgot my curry sauce,always like tat de-.-then i went bck to jasper there and call him hhelp me ask for curry sauce,he dun wan lo,den bully somemore,so i get from tat auntie and went bck to my seat,dots de curry sauce kena my hand,and go take tissue,then the stupid jasper walked past me and suddenly say,
jasper:shit!i forgot take curry sauce,
Litze:hahahahha
Jasper:litze help me take,fasterfaster.
Litze:you think i care?
then i just walk away laughing very loudly,toot sia him!talked alot with ru and jiajia,laughed alot!then came home,heng today no afternoon training,or else papa has to wait for me till so late,kelian.then at the night chatted with mike,he very stupid lo,call me act coach where my msn has my name on it,he than added jasper shefan sihan kwanyi to the conversation,jasper was quiet all this while,he's dota-ing.Fun manx!the boys very humorous,funny!i laughed till very siao.shefan call me rotten fruit,he's very bad,insult lychee+longan.they really very funny,its fun to talk to thm,this is a few things tat they said,lame?lols
mike using mic asking lychee eat long gan
-she fan eat hor fun without si ham
-she fan eat horfan adding xtra si ham using "mike" asking lychee eat long gan and feed sh eat dog food
-she fan eat horfan IN DUSTBIN adding xtra si ham using "mike" asking lychee eat long gan and feed sh eat dog food
-zihao begging KWAN 'YI' MA let him eat hor fun adding 1kg of si ham while using "MIKE" asking lychee eat long gan
walao weh,they hor-.-
sihan-si ham
kwanyi-kwan yi ma
litze-lychee
shefan-hor fun
jasper-zihao

haha,now eating my trophy ice-cream!sweetsweet!
no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-12-22T22:16:00.000-08:00

sian,today no go training,needa do something tat involves me and my signature,smsed coach bout it,she haven reply,hope coach understand.Whole family was feeling low,so i must cheer up and happy!still can joke with ru,not bad leh~hais.i dun wanna go to court again,its never a gd ending.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-12-22T00:12:00.000-08:00

sian,something happened to my house,everybody is devastated,ii can do it,i will be strong,i would not be beaten,jiayou Lychee.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-12-20T09:26:00.000-08:00

gave coach present,i gave her a piggybank,becos i recalled coach calling us to save money for sport trip,so i wish we basketball everyone can save as much as we can,or even ofcourse overflow the bank,hehe..

today morning papa called me wakes up,then i tot is training,my body like stiffen diao,so fast fast wake up,then look at the time,its 8 something,then i shouted i was so anxious then then realise tat its sunday,lols.went to gonggong house at tangkak to celebrate his 90th birthday,quite fun lo,ahha.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-12-18T07:18:00.000-08:00

had bball chalet,was damn fun!had night walk bbq alot alot.female coach was so chio with tat skirt and boots,i like it,its cool.many things happen i was so happy!haris and those sec 1s boys was very gentlemen sia!when i was bbqing with shiying they all..
Litze:thirsty sia.
Shiying:ya loh but behind no water le.
Litze;haris go get water for me(jokingly)
haris;but no water must use syrup very mafan leh.
:
:
i was bbqing around 5 mins later he really came with 2 blueberry,lol.so nice sia him thank u!then had night walk we go see ah gua.then sua lo,only get to see one,then we talk quite loud i think he,i mean she,aiya same lah keep stare at us,then he/she removed the coat left with bikini and skirt standing at there diao us-.-,then we alll we whole bunch go walk past him/her,his/hers uh hum was really very uhhum sia,when i returned to coach sitted de place i say to them
Litze:"i felt so ridicule and no face sia as a women,her infront so big-.-
Weijun/raven:we guys should be the one no face lah!hahahaha.
lol.
then we returned to chalet all sec 3 slp left me n shiying in the room awake,after i charge my phone i suggested to go out eat bbq n shiying followed,the only main problem with our bbq is the control of fire,then i see justing walk past
Litze;justin set fire.
Justin:why leh
:forget
:le
litze:cos u very hot mahs
justin:wahseh say me hot now i what also can do le.
he then use umbrella fan-.-he made funny moves especially when the force of wind caused the umbrella to turn another side.he also made fun of my sentences as msian slang==lols he really very funny!

then i was sibeh tired the mike and jasper lo,wake up le dun wan let the sofa to me n ru slp,when i finally get to the sofa,justin yonglin(?)sang a eeyer song,i was then wide awake,then yonglin asked me wanna play poker onot,i rmb its the third time of the day he ask le,lol so i play,the nike become banker then i won him $6 but loses it also,lol,its fun,yonglin batch and justin batch de ppl so funny n humorous.i just keep laughing at my seat.

litze yanling(pretty!)

Neoprint after chalet=)

My lunch

litze guiru regine

funny minmin and litze

MINMIN=X

Litze guiru yanling,wahahahhaa

regine

guiru(pretty!) litze

sec 2 + chio jz

minmin!

SAM=))

jz litze chiochio

jiazhen!

miss lim piiggy with kan lychee

haha=X

Cheese=D

Guess.

GUIRU

2009-12-15T05:53:00.000-08:00

lol,today very ruan,sweat alot.Ate at the bukit panjang de mac for lunch,then i was like very tired?then they are still eating while i had finished me food decades times ago,then me n guiru go to the shopping mall shop shop,and bought a sandal,sibeh bright,then in bus they keep play with it,will eyes pain de kay.then today after training waited for wangjing de mother's car come fetch us,if got ppl everyday fetch me home then good loh,no need always walk so fast so gan chiong in the custom-.-

walao,today morning super ganchiong,nearly ran in the 2 customs,i damn scared will be very late sia,damn in the end the idiotic s'pore custom have a DAMN LONG QUEUE!!!!!then queued very long,or else i will reach inter at 7.30,VERY EARLY,in the end reached inter at 7.50++
i sian diao..
then the whole journey keep msg guiru,i very blur=(count bus-stop also counted wrong,haha!

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-12-14T06:16:00.000-08:00

had shootings in the morning,the sun was blazing hot,then i help sec 1s pick up ball,becos they reach first,i also actually cn arrive early de lo,ion the end m'sia custom so many ppl then again no bus i stucked there for 1hr.yanling came at 10 like tat.very sia,i din get to shoot finish=(i wanna shoot it finish tmr!!

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-12-01T22:01:00.000-08:00

Pls la i dun entertain attitude,
i am still taking it down,
who are you to give me attitude,
Cb attitude here and there.
U like ppl give u attitude mahs?
then dun give ppl lahs.
i m seriously furious,
i am just giving face,i can FAN LIAN as i wan.
Try lah,try it on me lah,
Attitude somemore lahs.
Fcker dun forget who was beside u when u are feeling down,
though i hate it so much,
Now i am user vulgar in blog,for u,just becos of u!

Furious-.-,woohoo~going bck to pantai lo.yea yea yea!!=)
but i am missing my trainings t.t
haha,nvm,i will continue do my strenghenings there,and go for my morning run,just hope tat i won lose my way=)wahh,huimin ah,faster come bck leis,take care urself also,u are a great senior=)ok la i dun noe wad to say le,just very moody this few days,dun kp me,if i do anything wrong just tell me i will change no need treat me like a dog,cos i m not one.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-11-29T05:16:00.000-08:00

Guiru wad u say is rite,there's no use or purpose for me to keep giving at all time,we shld be selfish abit,i am thinking bout smth,if tat really happens i would really be angry,really.ofcourse,i can give,but not to everybody ofcourse,no,not more.i would only give to ppl who care,i have my limit and this time i mean it.ppl stop take me as granted,mum also keep say me bout this,i really thanks my classmates especially the boys who show concern,though i am not so close with u ppl,and also maybe,i had invested my time and effort at the wrong place.it doesnt worth it,enough is enough.

i am so wrong,
to invest myself,
wholeheartedly,
at a place where they wouldnt sacrifice,
for me.i am a girl,i had my thinking and feel,
tired.

2009-11-27T23:41:00.000-08:00

hais...
#10 is an important number to me,very important..i duno weather i can get into school team,i will try harder,but i really wan this number,tat time choosing number vanalyn also say she wan..nvm luhs,i let it to her,i choose #11.but i very regret sia..its okay,i can get it again when i m in sec 5,but wad if i go highernitec in sec 4?sec 4 again i yearn for #11,such a bad timing,who call it to be a jersey,why should i still think so much?suan le..suan le..

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-11-27T13:56:00.000-08:00

Yoz ppl i m here to blog le,hehe,i am like so random.okay,here to announce tat now is 5:54am and i am still staying awake.Lols,i cnt slp nahs..An XXX brand of coffee kept me awake,lihai leh~
alright i m posting recent activities and happenings.

yesterday,26 nov.
had training,guiru pig is back!MISS LIM GUIRU,could you pls come for every training???becos without u this pig there i will be very sad and sian de leh~haha,guiru shared with me about her trip to genting,it was fruitful isn't?hahahaha,just tat,she cnt adapt the weather after caming bck from genting.sad manx,Can de lah pig,PIG SKIN very thick and it worths many money leh,i go sell sure can earn alot one loh,O.o,i said out my plan(shhhh).alright,training can manage=)but the weather was super damn hot and it pricks our skin,everyone's face n especiallly arm gone red.i prefer a more jokeful and high training atmosphere,at least its not so much stressful,refering to this i remember last year,how we train together and yearn for the nxt training=)i like the part where we do free throw,everyone was tired but our team spirit sneak out,and encourage each other=)i hate the part where we do 3vs2,i did not do a good job,i din intercepted any ball this time round,except for the part minmin passes to vanalyn one,haha,i more part is i and minmin langga together to catch a high ball,din see each other,we fell n my ear went red,but a while it doesnt hurt le=)sorry min.i really hope time would turn faster,when school reopens,i can continue everyday stay bck to train the five items,shooting and basket plus ball handling.i am going to do my best in the shooting competition next month,though i din took part in it last year,can anyone tell me wats an higher than average a normal bballers can shoot in 200 basket?i wan try it on monday,but i wan the answer now,lols.Hais,i must solve my problem,which is don't let my mood and feel control my shooting/skill.i am afraid if it was in a competiton,i will be the one who drag teammates down,this is important,and the very first thingy i will do.Lychee,jiayous.

oh yah,yesterday had an minor car accident involving my father and stranger,it bends in,but i guess now okay le,but the thing is hor,papa drag the time for very long,making me late so long,but its okay, understand,and thank him for sending me on off school=)haha,i was punished to run 20 rounds,but then the piglet and duno who helped me explained,coach very kind give 50% off for me,more good than in mall de discounts,heehee,thanks lah piglet and ur farm de frens + coach=D

4/12 - 5/12,going to pantai for a dinner,will be missing 1 training,haha i owe 50 round le,can manman return mahs?oh ya,vanalyn good luck!lol.

LIM PIGLET-take care you are weak,rest as much as you can,drink more water you are getting more pale,get well soon yeah.

Vanalyn png mei nv-your back acts up,if can go see doctor,thank you,i am fine=)haha,tell you one secret bahs,i have been trying to get mentally tough when i m nt feeling well,you can try it,if it works,u will get more power,if it persistently hurts,you gotta go see doc.=D

shiying-cheer up,letting ur steam off is a good way,you feel more comfortable isn't?no need apologise de,at most you pay the bball board lo,LOls!!

Yanling-Happy belated birthday!Me and piglet gave you a present,still like it?haha,we should have hit harder.

Toh ahmin-Take care your leg hors i dunno got accidentally hit ur ankle,i am so sorry..haha,still as i say,i love you pass me lay up de ball,i tried to put it into basket its a kind of fun,you have many extraordinary ways to pass a ball,got somemore??hahaha i wan try i wan try.

Special message to Little piglet-still remember?our 默契is better day by day,whenever we two team with another different ppl we can also complete our task easily,remeber we kept changing partners?ahhahah,i said i will post it to blog.Thank you.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-11-23T15:43:00.000-08:00

woohoo had a 2 day 1 night chalet for 2n1,i had sent a message to everyone of of,i will miss you ppl,be more mature n study hard=)made steamboat for them,many things done by mama,thanks mama.we slack n play cards untill 8,and we go steal a bbq pit,it was so dark man,i go down the beach,but dont dare touch water,too dark le,scary@_@.Thanks weijun,junrong u all helping me to and fro running here and here to buy n take things,thanks.SAMUELSON!,u this idiot!i nvnv see u so serious b4,yah it involves fire rite!haha u like play fire so much ah?even mr shukor said tat every time in his class you would always play with the fire thing.walao when u light the fire starter,to burn the charcoal,and fan to control the fire,u were so serious.mr shukor then teach u and become his disciple,lol.u very gentlemen sia,keep scared me burnt my hand,thanks lahs,i very chao-tah liao nvm de.then i join in the conversation between mr shukor,mrs puah vernice erilyn and mr puah,many funny things happen,like my eng not good,keep pronounces wrong things,then we kept dee-siao mrs puah cos she is our ex eng teacher.then had one conversation i remember clearly is forgot how or why i say,
Litze:awak sudak kahwin?
Mr shukor:wahh not bad,should be dah kahwin belum(have u married).
Mrs puah:wat wat i dun understand.
vernice and erilyn puzzled.
Mr shukor:oh,she means tat wat is my relationship status.
Mrs puah:i see.
Mr shukor:i have lah but i dunno leh,must see a few more years.
vernice n erilyn:wad?very chim?
Mrs PUah:it means he's still on the boat sailing and waiting.
Litze:Yah he's fishing for a fish ahhaha.
Mrs Puah:Is fishing for a mermaid.
Litze:i see i see.
Litze:so is without mouth de mermaid?
Mr Shukor:Ofcourse got mouth lah or else how she got onto my bait(bed).
i heard him said bed,Lols.
Litze:hahahahah,but she no mouth so haven go onto ur bait mah.
Everyone started laughing.
Litze:mrs puah mrs puah(everyone still laughing so caleled quite long)
Mrs Puah:Okay Okay,Litze say.
Litze:haha,i heard mr shukor say 'how she got onto my bed'
Everyone laughed harder,
Then i added:so u mean she gotten onto ur bed?wahh u ahh...
They laughed even hard,i started jumping as i laugh,lol.
Mr shukor then show me his student project work where he's proud of.its very lihai kay,our school also dun have..

Then after tat already 11 or 12 le,we went bck room,then around 1 we go night cycling,amanda duno how fetch ppl infront so i fetch her,her butt hurts,cos tats very hard kay.we went to mac and went to play snooker,heehee i can play abit,just duno how use white ball hit,use single shoot in i can,cos very easy,who can bring me go again???its fun manx.then around 3 we cycle all the way from zone A-zone E,i fetching amanda,though she's heavier than me i can still manage,then like her butt pain again we stopped and rest,made the duno wad kai waited for us again and again,every time we stop and start i keep ride fast fast catch samuelson's bike(he's leading),then stop,den catch up,dead tired,eh hello,is from zone A to zone E leh.den we went to jetty,i was very tired,it was 3 smth le,actually we planned to stay thr till sunrise,but every gurls was tired le,so after enjoyed the sea and windy we ride again,i make Amanda ride me,so i sleep on the bike,ppl forgot to tell you,there's no seat behind the bike,we sits infront of the rider.then as i sleep she suddenly scream and we nearly fell.so i ride again-.-.

haha on the way back,i saw a police car on our track,i suspect they would make an U-turn to catch us,becos it 4 something le.so i tell them and i run first,hahaha.i hide behind the toilets where they are covered by trees,sort of like 'forest'.me weijun samuelson and the duno wad kai hide there.then awhile the duno wad kai and samulson say they go toilet,haahaha,but the police is infront already,we four still dunno,then the two of them kena lo,suay!so weijun and be stand behind a tree,many ants,irritating.i tiptoed to the back of the toilet and asks,
Litze:Eh u ppl see the spotlight refleted on the tree,i think its here.
i have no idea they kena caught le,then junrong come save us,he call us go another way,so,long story short say,its fun!!!very shiok sia i love hide here hide there,lols!!

alright then we return to chalet,i buey tahan,already 5 smth le,the stupid police lo spend us so many time,yet actually it was nth cos we got book chalet.i tired sia,but i sms guiru,defeng,haha they both reply me leh,so late le,guiru was on her journey to genting!ahahahhaha.thanks for pei-ing me to chat.the next day,kena wok up by junrong,he is like a morning chicjken lol!so me brandan joshua woke up le,accept for mingxuan,check out time is 11.30am,he sleep all the way.i woke at 10 and prepare and wash those things,thanks brandan and u all offering to help,its just washing simple nahs.and,
thanks junrong for the compliment,but i am not your chairman liao,lols.
Vernice thanks for loving me,but the bbq fire was veh hot,samuelson did helped too.
duno wad kai,thanks for letting me having a great day and i m sorry to make u stop again and again.
i really had my day,so fan so happy so elated=)

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-11-18T18:53:00.000-08:00

hahahahahahhahahahahhahahhahahahaha.
today is such a fun day manx,i played to my max,me van guiru and regine went to east coast for our sec 2 outing,just the 4/8 of us went,sad.i had a phobia with rollerblade i guess,when i was small i once learnt to play and i dunno how to balance so keep having bad fall,whenever i wanted to stand straight my leg will shake uncontrobally.when i reached there,van brought her own blade and change,while i saw a naked man using a towel to scrub his back in the sea.regine was the second to realise,then we keep dee-siao regine say tat she keep looking at the man so shiok.lol.then we walked for a veh long journey then decide go makan first,i veh guai just ate ice-cream and an orange,cos i m not hungry so decided not to waste money.btw,the ice-cream has a very strong smell of milk,i know they added milk,but it tastes yucky,felt like vomiting,so i drank the sour orange,feel better,so compatible,ice-cream=make me nauseous,orange juice=tastes sour n soothe the nauseous sensation,lols.then has a heart to heart chat among us.but hor,infront us the ppl very spoil mood,talk so loud,i was irritated and told guiru,
guiru:shh them.
Me:Really can ah?
then i shhh lo,they did kept their volume down,haha,but the thing is hor,they buey song,like i care,but,in th end they walk past us,
Regine;my fren.
guiru and me laughed uncontrobally and chua tio in the same time,hoho ms lim ur fault haha!!!!!
After makan we went to rent roller blade,then i act smart walked into the shop,kena chase out,cnt go in de,den drag veh long need go choose blade i walked in again,kena chase again,then regine laugh at me lo,lol i know i blur kay,but i really curious mah,lol.long story cut short,after i wore the blades,i told myself one thing,i must make it,since vanalyn can make it i must also make it,i seriously plunged for my first step,guess wad,i nearly fall onto van,LOL!!!!x_x!no balance.deni tell myself again,since i joined bball,my balancing should be very well,when i was young i couldnt balance myself is forgiving and understood,but now i shall as well train my balancing for bball.i make it,i persistly dun wan guiru hold me after sometime and copy ru's footstep and do it with tempo,i will nv forget ru taught me de stand in a v shape,thank you ru.then i keep ask ru go help regine as an excuse,then i one person try as much as i can,guiru make the most effort to let me learnt dao how to skate=)thank you!i am very happy in just less than half an hour vanalyn they all behind me say,
van:Omg u see litze skating on her own le.
i am so happy you know,the feel of succesfull wander around me mine,thank you ppl.i now more believe in myself,when i tell myself i have the determination to do it,i will do it.This is such a fruitful day,not only learnt how to skate,but also understand myself more.after tat,we were returning the skate,we keep count down the time and skate as fast as we can(super slow lol),then when we skating on a slope,
GUIRU(infront me):hmm down slope easier to skate,effortless.
Me:ya loh,but also easy to fall down.
after my sentence I REALLY fell down!!x.x!!walao guiru laugh the loudest lo,but den becos i was talking i din think so much when falling,so my spine reach the floor first,and,it cracks,i smile at first cos not pain,but slowly it became numb and more painful,i stunt.they worry=(sorry..van ru qi loosen the skate,(it was heavy)and guiru carry all the way to the renting place,really thank you=)after returning suaysuay raining,but hengheng is it rais just after we skated finish,guiru then open umbrella i dee-siao her alot,lol.then went to see vanalyn's grandparents,in the end grandpa sent us to bus stop,though raining he rejected van's umbrella.hais,take care yea van's grandpa.

had a fun day just tat i was very tired in the bus so i slept and din talk with ru,then when i slp van and qi make noise woke me up,so chat with ru,she poured her heart again,there's nothing u cnt solved.gurl,no i mean pig,be happy.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-11-13T04:09:00.000-08:00

Today was fun man,lols.
i am so happy to have the chance to play match with the sec 2s,also hope tat boys would had a chance to have a friendly,cos they really yearn it very much.LaLaLA,today aiya just very fun lahs=)

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-11-12T04:51:00.000-08:00

yesterday midnight someone told me that tmr's training changed to afternoon,i m really very grateful to that person,or else i m going to waste my trip to s'pore again-.- The person hor,is VANALYN!!wahahah,thanks yea?omg,Yanling nv relay me,you hor...
But if i noe earlier,i would come for morning de training,but all sec 1s,paiseh lols,plus sec 2s they all sure cnt or don wan come down de lo,haha.Cute lahs u ppl=DD
Today's training,my leg,should be thigh,keep shake lo,also dun noe shake for what,then slowly untill we do cross shooting,my leg quite ruan,cos shake down no strength.then we skipping,haha i had a date with sec 2s,skateboarding or rollarskating,Ballers who wanna join us leh?lols.
we ran 10 round 10 min,i really cnt run haha,so i go infront,i really chiong le,haha i dun let anyone overtake me,then ran my best le,i am so happy,hope we din fail=DDafter running,the leg which ruan le,left leg,i found that when i m running i am actually using the strength of my lower butt muscle,so it was like cramping like tat,but luckily din cramp,so i ask coach,whether the relief cramp de thing cn spray at butt onot,then she laugh lo,
coach;hahaha,i cn also help u sray,
me;oh,haha
coach;(pointing to a graduated senior),he cn also help u spray de,haha
senior;huh
me;LOLS i dun mind de!
coach;yah lor haha.
senior;But I MIND!!!
hahahaha that part was damn funny man!!!!
oh yah,thanks jiao lian for fetching me to slps,thanks alot,u saved me money=)

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-11-06T05:59:00.001-08:00

Oh i m having Heart Attack!!!!!
Hao Angry!!I am trying my best to not letting my steam off with vulgar,congratz..How can you even forget???HOW?WHY?who ever made you do tat,i wont let tat women R.I.P.
i guess today i shall had only 1 meal again,this is the 3rd time le.tmr,i dunno how la,just all the best,i cnt saboh u all,i m very worry abt the timing,i hope no timing,so no pressure..btw hor,why so many ppl so ACT de ah?Keep wanting attention,issit human's nature?but i felt so yucky.Like hor,infront of the boys ah like tat.Or else hor,is becos of boys ps their frens,i seen so many cases,i hope i isnt one of them haha.Omg,i m doing everything concerning chalet,it was tired luhs,me loh,so stupid,organised a chalet,hoped everything was fun.Now busying buying food,dunno which one costes how much,i was super tired aft training tat i din go buy aft tat,also duno whr to put the food or how to deliver it to east coast???Hehehes,Help AHHH!!!!

And peepo,i had this blog mainly becos of letting me to have memory in sec school,so i could review when i graduate,i m letting off my thinking and even personnel thing here,not 'purposely' for u all to see de,i not so act.so,if u duno wad m i talking just suan le,i also dunno just have the rush to say all this craps,i also dun wanna private it,Lazy.Readers thanks for reading,i m very craps i know,hahaha.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-11-05T05:05:00.000-08:00

Grief-stricken..
I m fuming with smth,hao qi hao qi.its okay,cuz i found smth,i nv drop a tear,nv for you.wo tao yan ni.
Today went into mac,i was unhappy,i think i know wad u mean,u told me nth though u guys know i hoped it so much.hao sad hao sad.
haha today was fun lahs,while waiting for sec 1s,me and bronte misses three buses,haha bronte was so gan chiong and panic,but i insists on waiting,hahaha.
Bronte:next bus come i wan go liao.
Litze:No problem!
Then very siao lo,the bus came so fast,
I say:si liao la,they haven come out.
Bronte:i wan goo....
I say:okok.
Then i keep staring at the main gate,hope someone would walk out,stare stare stare,szeping they all really ran out,i scream,
Litze:Woohooo!!sZZEPING!!!!(waving hand)
szeping:Hii!!(waving hand)
Bronte:YEa,finally!!!!
hahaha tats how fun it is.yoohoo,after tat help michelle pass the keys to sam,cos i m too free.JUST kidding luhs,cos i cnt go home,no transport must wait for 6 o'clock de bus,so papa call me go school do homework revise.then i do lo,do untill half,started busying with my chalet,keep making dialings call here call there,comfirm here and there,i was really very tired,very tired these weeks,only ate one meal per day when theres no training.so as i call,i also duno how i fell asleep,oh ya,thank u coach for wanting to sent me bck home,i m grateful=)and when i am returning home,u reminded me to walk faster cos the rain is getting heavier,it does get heavier,and i do walked faster,thank you!!i din kena the rain=)

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-11-03T05:55:00.000-08:00

posting the sep's pic=)lazy update videos=)

yuqiu,me,ms tan and ms lee.perfect=)

Sweet=)

Pls la i m breaking my hands with 14kg ball!

My bowling teacher,yuqui n me=D

Me and dearest muhaimin!=)

Love this pic to the core,arian so cute!

Arian,ms lee,ms tan mrs thevy,all so cute!!!!

Guiru and i wore a chain,,it look sort of mature when we wore it?the chain is very very pretty=)

Guiru wore E;

Express

Elegent

Extraordinary

Extra-.-

Everlasting

Elastic(haha)

ectasy(ru likes)

Litze wore L;

Litze

Lychee

Lizhi

Lizard

Lucky

Lost

Listless

Lazy(???haha)

haha!

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-11-03T04:08:00.000-08:00

walao walao walao,
fever fever fever,
damn it damn it.
Hais i hate it u noe,maybe ppl think tat fever very fun,very good,but i dun think so at all.i tried my best to hang on,i said i dun wan rest liao,how can i make it on sat?unwell frm morning,the more i 'touch' the sun,i become more more cold,i spot it correct,i feel cold will have fever!chicken~angry.
okay,i had vent my stupid health,now chat about someone bah,Thank You Mr Wee!!!u are the best of the best,thanks for solving my problems and saving me frm restless nights,i gona to have a very soundly night=DD and hor,although today u said many times u wanna kill me,but nvm,i will forgive u de,Hahah.Joke alot with Mr Wee,he treated me tea,thank you thank you=)

oh ya 1 more thing,thanks xq,u are not naggy at all,i appreciated every of ur concerns and advice!thank you.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-10-29T05:11:00.000-07:00

Many stupid things happened to me today,LOLS.In the morning,joked alot with Mr Justin,he is just humorous,i think he was sort of high bah?Still pronounced my name wrongly,but i dun blame him luhs,i understand,so i call him to call me lychee,my bball name.Then he made funny move again,Lols.No matter whom are those teachers who nominated me,i just wanna say a simple thank you!Though i am quite noisy,haha.Mdm Sung said something,'Hey basketball girl you again!'i chua tio again lo,tthen i just say,'i miss you!long time no see!'.then after taking the cert i return to class,then ltr they say wan take photo,so i wheel my primary school fren(sec 1)to the General office,when passing to infront of everybody facing de direction,Mr Justin jiu say smth made me very paiseh,he was talking to a boyboy named BENJAMIN wheeling a wheelchair-bound uncle cross the road,he say untill so serious but they are ppl laughing very loud lo,cos i also wheeling!szeping still tell me after school tat her class laughed veh loud.what the hell..paiseh...

hehehe,today training was quite satisfied with myself,quite ba wo in my lay-up,and tried to not looking at the ball and bounce to lay-up,i did it!i feel the ball,but seriously long time no touch dao ball le?lols..hais the problem also lay on my hand,still pain,while doing the right lay up,then i keep forget the pain,REN....hehe..

Lastly i wana tell u all smth,i bullied the kids in my bus!Not counted as bully lahs,they too guo fen le,those malay primary school kids first start off with playplay pull my hair,tat time i was damn sleepy,seriously,den nvm lo,i haohao tell them stop it,but then the guy call his fren come hit me sia,slap me or use water bottles to hit,my sec fren infront veh pekcek lo,keep say they very irritating wan slap them,cos keep make ppl,lols!but managed to grab their water bottles easily though they very violent,maybe my palm big lohs,in the end buey tahan,one of the malay boy hit me with the bottles very hard,i snatched his bottle he then ran to the back of the bus,i hitted him with the bottles,altogether 3,to hit him,and uses a very fierce look one by one point at them asking them wanna do it again onot,i also dunno i can be so fierce sia,who call me to be sleepy and they pissed me during i m sleepy?the guy infront me say i look very fierce,but in the end they all emo loh,no disturb le.Good lah,so kachiao.still red sia my leg,walao..haha.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-10-28T04:13:00.000-07:00

Lychee JIAYoU,
oops,down with a fever yet still online,hahas.O.o,today din go school wor,also din get mc,i DON'T wan DOCTOR!nvm i think tmr will get ok de!hahas!wahahha,i will just needa laugh and think,oops my gosh,Dun think can pass my maths thhough cher say great improve,i wan amaths lah..heeeheee,i pass my CA2 and EOY maths paper,very elated though din pass the overall.haiya!!!Walao weh wo de maths!BTW,2N2 de ppl can dun come our class mah?My class de boys can dun go other class mah?Walao weh,i will miss you lahs,i dun wan guai guai de classmates,will be very 'guiaguai' de!SIAN nah!!hmm,i will vote IMANINA,FILIAH and EDDIE as my chairmans.but i shall put my words on the front,its AIN'T easy to handle my class,Even my kelian de EDDIE is giving up le,he's our vice-chair for only 1 year,but my life was quite okay for these two years,cos i m better with,with my boyboys.Dying le lah,still busying on my chalet,need to take care of them at thr,they got anything i will be held responsible,Oops,must be very cautious,dun bao toh ho!Very Very excited and sad luhs,cos u all will leave 2n1,HAIYA,WHY LEAVE ME LEIS???Lols,chill up..

hehe,tmr got training,so happy!tmr can go,hahahahahas.See U PPL TMR!MUACKS!wahseh at home very sian,no one joke and entertain me de!i dun wan to smile at the CoM,Sort Of Weird You Know?????hahahas.

You all know WHAT???I am in LOVE with ice-cream,TROPHY,if u ppl wanna treat me anything i just need my TROPHY,it cheers me up!!i will be veryveryvery happy eating it!!!!!!!!i am very happy to have my trophy!

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-10-25T09:02:00.000-07:00

Like wad she says,i dun need pity,i can face it positively,ppl dun worry.Very funny leis,why say like,i m dying like tat??Lols.

Went to pantai,its a distance from johor to kl and from kl to johor like tat.very far,everyone came back for family meeting,at evening yesterday,ard 8,Borrowed bycicles and motors den we anyhow 'long gai'(wonder ard).was very fun lohs,cos i lazy ride the bide then call 'mou mou ren'fetch me using his motor,He Damn Cool!

Firstly,he set smoke using the motor to behind de relatives riding bides(very bad)

Secondly,He kept dee-siao me,like the motor will brake suddenly.

Thirdly,he this bloody idiot rides damn fast!(i very scared)

Lastly,he made me damn paiseh,cos i shout alot during his ride,i meant by,screaming!his ride will make me puke sia,but after i get down i wan somemore,cos very 刺激,haha.Thanks la,he entertain me the most!

Misses these days alot,joke n gambled with them,how i wish i need not come bck here again,i got a feel of phobia.phobia of everything including my class,haha i had a bunch of naughty classmates.Still fretting on them even during weekends,hope my vice chair sent them wad i instruct,or else my phone will cost a bomb here(here veh far).Anw thanks Eddie for helping me sending and calling so much ppl when u are dating(?)I had a real good vice chair,thanks.hahaagagag,hope they din forget bout the sep tmr=)

Thought alot these days,i seriously loses my appetite,had been skipping dinner these nights.slept very late too,and had lots n lots of bad dream,mostly are the same,very scary,hais.wad am i troubling at i dunno,or maybe i noe?i dun think i noe.still working on the reflection.

i didnt take bag leave with u ppl,but we called u stay,why let this kind of thing happen?i m very amazed by some attitude,maybe my amaze is sad?yeah i understand,cos u wan me to understand.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-10-16T21:27:00.000-07:00

You dun wan me le.
Even if i go,
could we still communicate,
like in the past?

What i had written in the blog is just to vent,i dun understand why,sort of come true?As i said,i dun wan to be sick or injured too,i felt so complicated?i got many thoughts.how could i leave?Unless recreational?Ofcourse,i cried,cos you know,i will miss ur laughter,ur jokes,the way u scolded me,and ofcourse,the way u taught me.

issit i m incapable
or issit u just worry,
my health?

2009-10-14T05:32:00.000-07:00

saturday.
Early in the morning went into s'pore.Then suaysuay rain ah ru they all cnt cum out=( i reached at 9.00am,studied in the kfc while chatting with a 'PIG'(Guiru),untill bout 10 i damn sian den called szeping,den luckylucky she say she come out pei me,she arrived at 11.45?should be.wah seh damn happy sia,cos hor,she damn cute loh!then around 2,xinmei and michelle came,xinmei you late!Hahas.We studied,really studied,untill we started to joke(seriously we were veh noisy),then we fool with the security women and saboh the ppl who 'shh' us infront,you noe wad?they everytime shh liao den start talkingand laughing very loudly,seriously,or else i also wun saboh..Hahahahas.Fun lahs!After tat i library met szeping's bro,her bro is with his frens,then their frens hor,very humorous sia.We fooled around,and i see how xinmei fell while she sitting too,xinmei ah..!!

Today,
today din bandage my hand,felt so extra.then on some occasion my hand will like stuck,need man man massage.today tried some few shooting,if not tmr canot shoot then cham liao,btw my hand crack sia while shooting free throw line,my face straight away change colour,bo bia saboh michele cos ball cnt aim one..siao liao lah,tmr how?if no bandage like today then will sure hurt dao and crack,if bandage,coach sure ask,or?Haiya i dun noe lahs.The thing is how i do my right lay-up?wad if we do 300 left right with timing tat kind?how i bounce the ball?kns,i would be the only burden again.

2009-10-14T05:21:00.000-07:00

从开始到现在
你真的忘得了你的初恋情人吗
假如有一天你遇到了跟他长得一模一样的人
他真的就是他吗还有可能吗
这是命运的宽容还是另一次不怀好意的玩笑
如果这最后的结局为何我还忘不了你
时间改变了我们告别了单纯
如果重逢也无法继续
失去才算是永恒惩罚我的认真
是我太过天真难道我就这样过我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人
为你等从一开始盼到现在
也同样落的不可能
难道爱情可以转交给别人
但命运注定留不住我爱的人
我不能我怎么会愿意承认
你是我不该爱的人
如果再见是为了再分
失去才算是永恒
一次新的记忆为何还要再生
难道我就这样过我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人
为你等从一开始盼到现在
也同样落的不可能
难道爱情可以转交给别人
但命运注定留不住我爱的人
我不能我怎么会愿意承认
你是我不该爱的人
拿什么作证
从未想过爱一个人
需要那么残忍才证明爱的深
难道我就这样过我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人
为你等从一开始盼到现在
也同样落的不可能
难道爱情可以转交给别人
但命运注定留不住我爱的人
我不能我怎么会愿意承认
你是我爱错了的人

hais...

2009-10-09T05:21:00.000-07:00

What am i striving at?
I felt so,dumb today,
i should have known,
why am i happy at in the first place?

Oops,i had a swollen hand,Look so retarded with the wrapwrap thingy,hahas.AHHA,again,chatted alot with ah ru,lols,SHIYING is my entertainer for the day,she was soooo HUMOROUS=))) damn suay keep injured sia this month,diao.Today entered the eca room,then hor,all eyes(seniors)fall on me,then i was like,stunned dao,chua dio.hehes.Today morning me n one of my lesbian classmate made a bet,if she dont get B for science,she treat me lunch,otherwise i treat her,then after the paper end,she came to me and say,eu can go rinse ur mouth and prepare to eat lunch le,Yuan lai is becos our paper was very difficult,i admit defeat le lahs,seriously veh difficult.Thenthen,in the custom,filiah talk about next year chairman,then say i be again,but i refused,and said something,she was like,said something,touched?lols.Thanks lah filiah.

Next year 2N1 will left many ppl,and let 2N2 ppl come in,maybe i will drop also,science and other paper they set so hard,just to let us feel the national exam pAper easier,no wonder ppl fail prelim then in national exam.English de passage i understood,but the ques,wad they wan???As for chinese,this time i do feel there's obstacles,dun think can like last time get all mcq correct-.- Lit was a gone case@#$^@ ,damnly dun understand those MOVIES how to write?btw i also keep miss the movie section one loh,wth=( Flunk bah,all flunk bah.Anyway who cares?now de me,cnt different shape the difference between bad and good student le,work so hard for wad?In the end also like tat mahs.

Pick up myself,
worked hard
And fell down again.
Not once,Nor twice,
its a never-ending process to me,
i felt so,心寒。

2009-10-09T05:16:00.000-07:00

ghf

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-10-06T21:12:00.000-07:00

From today onwards,no,i think is big holiday onwards,i wont be myself anymore,please pardon me,and forgive,cos i had personnel things.

will try to keep my blog not so emo,played ball yesterday,then i was wearing my school shoes as usual,but when i reached home it really hurts lo,so i go wash,sian diao,straight away numb diao!i froze there,gosh so pain:xdun feel like wearing shoes today to school,but i scared kena chased out of school,haha..wont be playing ball as usual le,wont be staying back everyday to train le.i felt so unhappy when touch dao ball le.i see the bball court also wanna tears,why must the ending be so sad ne??????

felt like,everyday overdose,felt so tired and sleepy,also dun dare to go home cos house got no one.stay in canteen to revise but will not noticely found myself stare at the court,wondering..pondering..back to yesterday,danny told me something which is,funny?Haha mike DUN scared me la!lols!!sian diao lo,nxt friday gotta go to somewhere very very far,till,sun or mon?if,clash dao training,i also dun noe how le lahs..Hais.

gonna pei ah ru ltr to play ball?i duno,i think she second time of term 3+term4 stayed back to play,just pei her,cos i noe i can talk to her more easily.who call her to be my good fren?Lmao.See my blog,think i attitude or stupid or anything bout my last post wanna say me scold me also suibian eu ppl,maybe i at the frst time i shouldnt had choosed to come singapore,choosed siling n this school n this cca,these two years ended soo fast,the feel of empty and sad founded me again,wats the use of cry?my eyes still swollen cos of yesterday.why while i m playing you were thr?i even wanna prove to you tat i m lousy,i seriously cnt concentrate!

its okay,hope tat,you get great results,go to the best school,and maybe,forget me as ur fren,had been browsing through ur messages,the messages eu sent this years,do you still remember wad eu said?i doubt so,but,i dun think i will forget.alot of songs made me tears too,i wished to delete these songs frm my phone,but i will restore it again,i also dun noe wad the hell i m doing,its okay,i gotta change real fast,maybe to a person eu all nv know,and who noes?i may change bck,wei le ni men.

Misses you much.
no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-10-05T04:43:00.000-07:00

basketballlllll....
i dun deserve it,
i dun wan anything le,
SERIOUSLY.
slowly build?or chiong?i cnt make it,nov 1 so fast coming le,i am seriously,just a biggest biggest burden!sometimes i came to think,what commitment i had done to the team?i do tried,i do wan i do force i would do anything,but i only know how to hurt myself n also only know how to fall sick!this kind of person leave in team got wad use?many ppl including mama said tat i m very stubborn,will do something and refuse to rest or whatever when i m unwell,but isn't tat called perseverence?Its okay,nth minds now,IT IS NOT FAIR DAMN NOT FAIR TO OTHER PPL,i m just a person who dunno how to play bball,even how hard i tried or wanna tried.Just Admit It,i m a lousy bballer.i seriously dun wan anything le,i will,ofcourse,still put on a smile everyday,tats my principle.i will laugh at ppl's silly jokes,and give off a big laugh when i did something very wrong in court,like no rebounds or lose balls.Cos,my heart is totally died.Always tried so hard to my extent and was suffered a blown again and again.please,the place dun deserved me,even bronte they alll do better,they are great.

such a loser. yes,i m a loser.
no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-09-28T07:22:00.000-07:00

very fan!seriously very fan!
Thanks to guiru,vanalyn,yan,qi and whole of sec 2,helped me covered from embarrasment,and especially vanalyn,gave me the toilet paper as long as our 6.6km distance le,i laughed.walao weh,today cnt control sia,tmr den duno how.i could comfirm the whole thing was truth except for the conversation.damn bo mood sia when brought to this thing.from a small thing become big thing..

Had photo taking with teammates juniors n seniors.Good luck to all graduating seniors must come bck see ME often,especially you,must jiayous.To me,teammates are always important.thanks entertainers(guys n gays)and teammates.dun noe wana say wat liao,nbm,wish coach had a safe journey to duno where n eat more b4 come bck.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

what's the matter with me today!..

2009-09-26T06:30:00.000-07:00

sian ah,fretting about 3 things currently..
Lionel,thanks for dun wan me to be worry,but eu noe,i just wan eu to be more mature..
Feeling very very down these days,today play ball also dun noe why,super no feel like tat.
its the second of last month le,why must it be so fast ne?seeing ur brother makes me more upset,also dunno why,keep see him.

Tell eu all smth,one day in shopping,i went to eat,a guy age 17 plus sit infront of the table of me,then i finish eating with my mama we went to shop,for tat 15min,he walked past me 3 times,then i go out buy bubble tea,he was just behind me!lols!5 time in total!then at the bubble tea booth i keep laugh non-stop,he couldnt have followed us,cos he is with his parents i think,Lols,damn qiao.

i would say,too bad.i dun noe ppl react to the word 'slapped' so strong,i reject to talk bout it,eu insists.There's nth i can do,many ppl are angry now,and,i wont be curious why eu forgotten,cos eu are not the victim.
'When eu are hurt,there's a ugly scar in eu,but when eu hurt ppl,how would eu remember?'

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-09-22T21:13:00.000-07:00

wahhaha,currently in com lab,and now blooging!
happy nahs,i could follow today's maths lesson!and hor,i noe how to do algebra(somesome) le,thanks Mr Wee!!okok,i noe i m vry high these days,lols,will cool down de!oh ya,today in recess
we guiru bunch was toking on something very meaningful sia.AndAnd something happen on AH VAN!!Fang Xin,is something very funny to us de,but it was hell to her,lols,canot say,she will scold me de!hahas.AndAnd,REGINETEOWEIQI eu this ginger faster cheer up,cnt always sian sian de!hahas.haiya,i wanna go bck kampong leis,there very fun,always can ride bike go play eat play eat,can also go shop like mad,till late late go home!hahas!
no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-09-22T05:08:00.000-07:00

hey everybody!!
haha so long no blog leh,will blog more often these days,aiya,lazy mahs..heehee today did smth very meaningful,soo happy,i mean,felt so contented.shh cnt say,lols.yay!!hope tmr no no need run again,cause i wanna train shooting,see i a day can shoot how many baskets???100??200??or,300??lalala,i dun noe,haiyaya,when den can have training ne?very not used sia.

TO ALL GAYS AND LES;

GOOD LUCK FOR UR EXAMS,
N1 SHOULD NOT HAVE ANY RETAINERS!!
samuelsons group buck up ahh.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-09-05T02:48:00.000-07:00

so irritated by being sick..Hatred..
better abit le..yesterday was a tough night,sicking.
sian,yesterday so happy,learnt 3 on 3,played Kill with coach n teammates,wanna rest le,byebye..

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-09-01T05:22:00.000-07:00

Monday,went bck with mama in her frens car,then mama closed the car's door very very hard(i can be sure she had been practising medicine ball secretly,Lols),It trapped my knuckles,then mama heard a loud "bong" sound,then she n her fren look left n right,but i faster hope into behind de sit n hold my hand tightly,without letting them noe,then i fastfast force myself to sleep,Lols,after in home i tell mama,cos very pain.Then she heartbreak lo,know earlier dun tell her,dun worry luhs=)
Just tat next morning it swollen,but now better le,still like typing pain pain,kee-siao de lo..hahas,tmr got training siol,so happy.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-09-01T00:01:00.000-07:00

went bck to primary school on monday,saw lots of my frens,hug them,miss them sia.bt i stay with a girl,my best fren,call jiayen.she is a very nice girl,whom is very simple and took care of me very well when we were in primary sch.its been so long i hadnt been so peaceful and content,i felt tat even if we dun speak,we could still communicate.She could tell,i wasnt happy,i misses the feeling,to be taken care of.There wasnt any greediness,selfishness in her,unlike in my frens now.i was so heartbreak when eu al mistunderstand me.i told eu i was in a rush,suan le lah,there wasn trust wats the point of telling all this.

i do not dare n am afraid with teamtalk,i dun wanna cry.i m pressurised.i will,ofcourse changed for eu all,but this personel things of mine is driving me to the core,eu all wants me to tell eu,but eu laughed at me 4 months ago when i said,i rmb clearly,so wats the point of telling?If eu all wanna slack during training,THINK of those who wanna chiong,who left one year to try n compete for championship.And not always fooling around,i will rest as much as i can,i promise u ru,i understand what eu said.

Tired of laughing with
urs lame jokes.serious during
when eu all is to serious is so hard?

2009-08-30T03:32:00.000-07:00

yesterday training.
Done finished the 5 set,i found tat i love the fourth set!!and fifth one was very difficult,and van was stuck at fourth set,she was very frustrated.Jiayous van.Loves.
after training went to eat with sam n bronte.guiru,eu owed me an explaination,i told eu,but eu haven tell me.i needa noe the whole thing,eu werent helping the situation if eu dun tell me.no matter what,i must help the team to stay together,it IS our team.After eating,went bck school,i mean,we walked back frm causeway,wahaha,so fun.we planned to go bck school to slp,slp till 3,when they praypray,sam so damn cute,whenever we say pray tis word,she would put her hand and show a pray sign,lols.reached school,called coach n took out the banana.both coaches reached,i had had a fun fun day,seriously.two coaches wants me to take orchid,but i seriously dunno whr,so anyhow walk,but sam guides me!Lols!!!i took alot,and saw a blue colour orchid,very nice,but left 3,so i take.

sam helped me take 1 orchid and put on my ear,then i jump n skip bck,coach laughs n say i 'fa hua chi'LOLS!after tat,they take one of the flowers n start competing bout the drawing,male coach is VERY TALENTED!i really'chong pai'him alot.he is really a full of talent person,so lucky to have him as my coach.As for female coach,she drawn apples n sorts of funny things inside,the apples still will drip saliva one wor!i then really wanna go play ball,but the only person in court,so dun dare go.but ltr sam ask to play ABC,i was damn happy.male coach say,1 station 1o cents,hahas,so we play play lo,i stuck at fourth one,will train tat station next week.me n sam keep play foul,and difficult male coach,but he won lo,then we restart,tat was when the auntie's call us to eat,sam ran away with the ball n say must listen to auntie's,go eat.but the thing is,coach is winning,sam don wan him to win so run away with the ball.hahas.sam tell me tat we play second set again nxt time with coach,cos very fun!i love the foods,especially the curry n fried beehoon,still got crabs sia,how i wish my teammates were there to have those foods.

so,we gotta go,we said bye bye to coaches n went to side gate,the aunties n uncles call us to take those milos home,but we say nvm,they insists,
then i say,'oh i took one packet le,now haven finished drinking',
got one uncle say,'oh,congrats'(showing the congrats sign n bow)
i again say,'why congrats me,i m not pregnant!serious not!'
Everyone was laughing like mad,i n sam took 1 whole set each,thanks uncles n aunties=)and thanks coach for the entertaining,i have had a really fun day=D

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-08-28T06:53:00.000-07:00

come on guys,let's be cool,why not look at positive side,and accept the fact tat ppl still cared bout eu.why yearn so much when eu do not noe how to give.i m speechless.if eu dun learn,eu will nv success in this way.there's no fair and unfair in this world,eu must scratch for what eu itched.i hope eu see my post.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-08-18T06:52:00.000-07:00

my results?so sucky.
Failed
-English(less ppl pass)
did my best le la.hais,jiayoujiayou.
-music(lols,no time learnt this sub lah,hahas)

Passed
-maths(finally pass my maths)
got improvement.
-science(finally pass my science)
got improvement

first three in class.
1st-geography(23/25)
first time.
2nd-Literature(56/60)
first time
this of the last page will show eu some day,i wrote this poem about "my favourite sport",and ofcourse,wrote on bball,got(8/10),highest of peotry score in class,this shows how bball motivated my thinking,and i had created this 2 words,'catily'and batily' can guess wad it means?it meant by 'coaches and teammates i love eu' and 'bball and teammates i love eu'.LolsLa.
3rd-chinese(81/100)%
walao,still cnt catch on my two pro fren,gona work harder and harder!

thinked i mentioned all the subjects le bah.today not well so didnt go to north vista,stay in school self tain,doesnt trained much than usual today,cos there isn't any single ppl pei-ing me,i dislike Lonely-.-hais.Yuqiu went to tok to other ppl and reluctant to train,bo bian,see them run and did shooting ba le,disappointed and sian.LIMIN!!SZEPING!!Where Are You?!lols.
heard from guiru and regine today,i believe they had tried their best,but it could be better de,jiayous from training=)

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-08-17T07:33:00.000-07:00

Litze is tired,Litze is unhappy.
i dunno wats wrong with ru.not thinking bout it le,she's a changed person.
chatting with qiqi now.we tok bout many things.
Litze is not as cheerful.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-08-13T06:46:00.000-07:00

yahh,one more thing,passed my maths,science and chinese.got these 3 papers only,cher say great improvement in maths and science,finally passed this 2 subjects.chinese overall percentage is 81,i think is the same as the top 2 china student.no ba wo for music.

lols,just took my weight,lose 1 more kg,so is lose 6kg in total.dun jealous me,sick is not fun,being dizzy and unwell sucks.my temperature kept concentrating on 37.0 and above,but no fever,so no need distance me,lol.hope wun get fever.i dun wan to go for the 4th time to doc.coach is very funny,i say doc say no vigorous sport,then he say,join choir lo,then i say dun wan,den he say orchestra lo,then i said'ee oo ee oo'like playing the erhu zhou yin.lols!!

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-08-13T05:47:00.000-07:00

wahh,today i am very very happy and angry.happy is during training time,angry is becos someone attitude me.wat can i do?just shake my head lo.i am wondering why this world has attitude-ness,without it,things would be better,isn't?eu are a sensible girl in our team,and a clever girl too.i am really astonished by wad eu said,'''''worthless?as if eu are participating marathon?wad did uh-hum take us for?do it for wad?USELESS!my fault everything my fault la!if i am more bad i will sure dun care and go home.'''''these were the things eu said,maybe eu saw it eu urself will also astonished.but i am starting to worry,really worry.eu do everything for urself,not for others,he did it purposely,cos of eu,not becos of himself.Always Remember.

gonaa to self train tmr.prepare for sat.but how much i can prepare,dunno?lols,lame la.will try my best de,cnt miss taining le,hahas.i am really very happy today,Really!no la,mainly is becos of sec 1 and coaches and ritz!hahas,played ball with ritz,he is very enthusiastic.lols.anyway he oONCE called me xiang jie kay.lols,but only ONCE!hahas.say really i am easily hard breathing now,hope things can get better on sat=)

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-08-08T02:55:00.000-07:00

Hais,eu all noe wad,i just took my weight,i like tat sick lost 5kg le.no wonder so weak.sian diao..Finally gain weight in chalet,then now,what to do?..

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-08-07T03:53:00.000-07:00

sports day we four,CHAMPION!!!

my good didi,LIONEL=DD

Happy belated birthday WEEKEE!

Van very distraught,act act one lo,wanna look at me then act act look away,hahas

unstressfull and happy times,hais.

BBALLERS,taken during sports days.

Our heart is bond.

Everyone looks so cute while cheering.

Hahas,jojo and erra+DD

Sam=D(Holding on to justin's pic)

Have a GUESS who is this chiobu.

Mr Billy And Male coach,dun doubt,they are as handsome!

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-08-07T02:44:00.000-07:00

'Always work as hard as you can , exerting full intensity and effort , but stay under conrol . An out-of-control basketball player is not an asset to a team 'has been thinking of this two sentences and wad guiru said.maybe,should i,stop training every single day?guiru called me bball 狂,really?am i really out of control?sometimes i just dun think so,Haas,i seriously wanna improve,wad i can think of everyday after school is bball,but why no one can always pei me stay.homework had done before school ends,so i really cant think of anything except bball le.yes,i must learn to control,like wad ru says.

hehes,very excited for my exam papers.miss out lots of things in those 3 days mc.so i wish myself good luck lo.hahas,maths,i noe how to do with the compass,just dunno tat biosect is use compass one,tat one wrong,means everything followed down the ques all wrong!sian.anyway,tried my best le la maths.litterature last page ofcourse is choose the first ques,"my favourite sport"wrote about matches,teammates,coaches,dunno how much i can get,very anxious,hahas.

no mood..
我用微笑带过=)
i use smile to live on..

2009-08-05T20:07:00.000-07:00

left medi in sch,but dun worry,my house got alot,fever,cough,flu,anti-bio all sorts,the doc gave me again,plus last week de medi still have,lols.thanks qiqi.sian sia,yesterday needa go bck to doc.,then i couldnt call through daddy number,his phone no batt.,then call kor,he come sch fetch,was like dead fish yesterday,wasnt becos of the intensity of training,was tat at the start of training,had difficulty with flu,then run run run,became xin ku lo.then i went to the toilet,fast fast wash away my flu,then quickly wash my hands and join them,regine told me tat they stay at the counting untill i go bck,Haas,luckily i fast fast,or else gotta sabo.zy and justin very humourous lah,i keep laugh laugh at their jokes,good loh if everytime got ppl entertain me,then wont feel unhappy le.hasnt eaten things these three days,almost only eat breakfast only hahas.yesterday,was eating the rice,then bell ring le,damn gan-chiong,thought of break then continue eat,but i left it there,cos very late le,hahas.bronte reminded me tat the rice still there,then i keep laugh,hahas. at home damn no appetite,skip dinner,sian..

second week le,still wasnt getting better,hais.the doc. says i cnt go bck to school these days,must quarantine myself at home,cannot go close frens,or else wont get well,lawls.tot of going training on sat,but in the car,papa say i must stay at home rest untill tues then can go school,so i guess cannot go le.no choice le,i dun wan to be a sick cat,gonna rest real well and prepare for tues.Take care everyone,it is not a good thing being sick,cos i hate it too.

2009-08-04T06:17:00.000-07:00

today,went to training=DDD
before training,had team talk in eca.something happened,made us the whole badge quite furious.not elaborating,just some ppl being disrespectful in some manners where the person should not.see guiru,i post le.hahas.

hehes,today we warm up in our badge,then i ran,surprisingly,nearly two weeks sick le,i finish the 10 round.omg,i am really very estactic.things went okok,i dun feel the heat at all,it does'nt have the feeling of burning my skin,maybe i am simply used to it,hahas.Flu was very irritating,hais.went to break after 3-menwave,just a sip of water,my heart was beating hard,became to feel unwell le lo..veri suay sia,i dun expect..Then we gather and 1 on 1,i partner with yanling,hais,i dun aim,and throw away so many chances to win,ba wo..i swear i wanna play bck again,and half the swiside i haven run finish,hope had the chance.YanLing,i will think of strategy to win eu de!=)but say really,YanLing WAS great wor!!hehes,so happy to have her as partner=DD

came home today,papa brought me go out eat,for awhile i was high,then after tat,nearly went to doctor,felt awfully unwell,shall not elaborate,hais.calling me to rest is like rubbing ching cao you to me,really.Hais=(expecting tomorrow's training,Lastly,a great thanks to coach=)thanks for today=D

Samuelson,today is a disappointment!eu even get me to shout before eu keep quiet,do eu noe how teachers outside is changing our view le ma?

2009-08-03T06:47:00.000-07:00

regine asked me to blog.

wanna talk bout saturday.
had fever when i wake up,so sent a message to coach and rest bck.temp goes to 38.2 sia.i am afraid to be called home again,hahas.but in the afternoon i wake up,wanna message guiru asked her bout the training stuff,then something caught my eye,i got 1 outbox message,it is the message tat i sent to coach,hais,it was unsent,i have forgotten to add area code.then very sad lo,means tat i had been an irresponsible person for tat few hours.hais.

everyone especially bballers said tat i became very naughty and playful after i am sick,really wor?vanalyn keep said tat i say oppo things to her,joking to her mahs,hahas.today also being cheeky to MR WEE in cantten,he very cute luhs.
he bought a milo and burger,sat down.
Litze:cher,thanks hah.
mr wee:hah?aiyo at least half half can?
Litze:WAD?!
he very serious lo,HAhahas.
ttoday had geo and eng.learnt everything in class.so it is quite okay to me.tmr will have literature and chinese,chinese comfirm no problem,as for literature,had memorized the fly.used about 20 min i suppose?hehes,happy happy!thanks filiah,all owe it to her=D

today played bball,but time went so fast,it turned to 5.18pm,i was shocked,train so little,how to prepare for tmr training,anyway nearly no train for 2 weeks le,gotta buck up,hope can one step by one step improve back wad i learnt.I am very very sad!!when i get chuan(once heartbeat beat fast)my flu will start to come bck,and it makes me difficult breathing,real difficult.i am thinking wad if training we do something continuously like match or running,how can i do it?yEs!training,here i am!!=DD

i got many many mood,and
very very high,come to me i
will make eu laughs till hell
with my teammates,wahahahhahaas

2009-07-27T17:49:00.000-07:00

back to blog.
many days didnt go for school and training,and i hate it.i feels so terrible,cnt attend training yet drowsy at all times,i hate medi.In three days(sat-mon),went to two doctors,they told me i had 5-6 symptoms of H1N1,parents was worried.but luckily i do not had difficulty breathing,difficulty breathing is the first symptoms of H1N1,the doctor say if i had difficulty breathing must go hospital liao.These three days really no strength at all,standing up straight for 20 seconds,impossible,hahas.roughly every meal need mama to feed,so if i return school,guiru ah~CHAM LIAO WOR!.hahas.

from saturday to yesterday,my temp. is concentrating on 39.0.Highest 39.7 and lowest is 37.5,tat is when i wanna come school on saturday.today morning got somebody stick this cold cold thing on my head,blue-ish de.awhile i tot i was dreaming awahile i gong-gong de see her,OOps,she is my future bro-in-law la.haahas.

sorry teammates sorry everyone,i had already tried my best to attend school and training le.but the customs is really a huge path to me now,i will try is train after i come bck.these days wont be blogging le,hand pain,type so much.gona rest le,byes.

WAITWAIT.....i wanna wish everyone to take care urself and dun make urself sick,being sick is terrible.(Samantha,Jojo,Vanalyn,Yanling,Lionel DIDI,Filiah get well soon and take care.Drink plenty of water=D)andand(PaPa,Mama,Male coach,Female coach and Mr Billy take good care of yourself=DD)

better le,fever not as high now.
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2009-07-24T05:08:00.000-07:00

die le la.today was a veryvery bad day.very very xinku!sian diao.throat whole day pain,but i did drink water,then feel like body aches,my fren told me tat place is ribcage when i show her.but impossible ah.still headache and cough.and now,my nose like tap water.O.o,got three symptoms matches H1N1,hehes.wah,if i really tio,i sure cry one.now nose like on fire,siao liao.hahas.

maybe i shouldnt played ball today??i dunno how to describe,though not coughing le,but was like,suffocating.in the mid with huixian's game,no choice went out to rest.its just like,couldnt breathe,and throat very pain.sian,i wanna vomit now,tmr dunno how,i dun wan to vomit tmr,very paiseh sia,hahas. yes,it is these few days,during training will have headache and difficulty breathing.so shiok,play with mr billy today,reali cnt take it le.felt like lungs bursting soon,no choice,and say gotta go home,cause its 5 le.

-kobe tour to singapore i watched it,it was amazing,learnt few things.

sian,really cnt take it le,vanalyn also sick.tmr she not going,i also duno tmr training onot.still feel okay just now.now was even..gotta go rest now.thanks everyone.

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2009-07-23T07:00:00.000-07:00

taiwan?taibei?i dun dare think of it,i dun think i have the 能力,i dun think malaysians can go,i dun wan like wad mr tan said,to sabo the team.

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2009-07-22T22:41:00.000-07:00

hais.
today didnt attend school,wanna go training,even wearing pe now.but ma dun let,sian...miss my training!!!!SIAN DIAO......walao..had a heavy headache and very dizzy,like had taken ectasy,fainting fainting.now better le,just again,very ruan.these few days keep like tat de...hais..i dun wan to be patient,i dun wan sickness..gonna rest now.end my post here.just a short post i guess will do?lols.

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2009-07-19T06:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a hard day.sick for the whole day,maybe i had eaten wrong things,keep headache stamache and cold sweat stuff,gonna to rest now.tmr dunno going to school onot.lols.

Mama i love eu.muacks
mama i love eu.muacks
mama i love eu.muacks

2009-07-17T05:09:00.000-07:00

today only me guiru and shiying stayed bck,we train 8zhi,underbasket and 1 more is 3 ppl,stood quite a distance and ppl outside pass 2 the centre person the ball then go lay up.dunno call what.today was counted as a fruitful day i supposed?

today got new teachers went to play sports game like volleyball,after tat they came to the bball court.they suggested we three team with the opposite boys,bout four.then keep play lo,got a red coloured shirt teacher he played real well.few teachers was tired and rest outside the court,senior justin substitute them.then play play play,managed to score a lay-up and underbasket.happy~haiya,bluetooth spoiled,waiting for QIQI to online,i need the pictures to upload,wahahaha,pic of me and ru.

no mood..
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2009-07-16T04:54:00.000-07:00

will be posting photos tmr
review today,.
stayed bck with szeping,limin and xinmei,shoot and did the same stuff.suddenly,jerry's team suddenly join in the court,normal case.then dunno how,we played matches lo,jerry and the other male call rongyao.in the end the score is 24vs2,we won.cheers.
after tat,jerry told me something very very funny.he said,we could have get MVP award.i asked why,he said,eu all are''most violent players',then he keep laughing away,lols.

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2009-07-12T08:04:00.001-07:00

isnt this phone greatt,hope can get it soon,still reviewing.F480 .please give some comment,dunno wanna get which colour leis.

no mood..
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2009-07-12T04:49:00.000-07:00

how i wish i had a personal court,can train without disturbance.ahha,when i grows up my house must have a bball court,can invite teammates go play till they ripe old age,wahahaa.okay,nothing to do,just crappings.

dots,need a phone badly.my current phone makes me suffer alot sia.
currently addicted to samsung omnia i900.still fretting bout the contract,lols why singapore contract so complicated de?lols.
lols,gone bck early on last thurs and fri,cos raining cnt train,then the other days is em train with limin and szeping,limin very hardworking wor,she plays well from wat i had seen.these few days at home done some push up stuff,and the 2 min half squat,stretch one leg all the way to the front de.plus some down down up stretching.

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2009-07-11T06:43:00.000-07:00

i will go back to the doc. in braddell,but i think there isnt a big problem luhs.maybe i have weak bone bahs.gonna call the clinic tmr.but then i think i forgotten the number?ask sam ltr.lols.thanks cake,its just a piece of 'cake' to me lahs,lols.see doc then can liao.thanks for ur concern yea?hahas

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2009-07-10T07:59:00.000-07:00

gods,feels like crying now.back damn hurts,i think,i should go back to the doc.
but i dun dare go there alone,lols.today have pe and mass run,i dun expect it to suddenly pain so much.sian.we just run stairs and some physical training.how can i go training like tat.sian.i wan to cry now.3 weeks le,Why???i hate it!almost everyday will feel uncomfortable and pain,walao,wad eu wan.sian.i very scared,i scared during training will pain,just simple pe i also cnt take it.hais.see one step,take one step.i really wanna cry,i hate the feeling.

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2009-07-08T05:49:00.000-07:00

tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.
tired.tired.tired.tired.
today no key for eca room.
cnt touch ball.
cnt do shooting.
cnt training.
nearly cried yesterday in the bus.back was very uncomfortable.stretch also no use,more worse.beside tat,after tat a big size guy sit with me.cannot move much. this whole week no training,disappointed.just ate lychee,so sweet.lols.

suddenly miss my old teacher much,the present teacher say they want it then want it,and expect thing perfectly from me.has been coping well,no problem.today,my classmate told me,i have a good and a bad point.Good point is which i am optimistic and love to laugh alot.Bad point is i have been laughing too much,whether good or bad.

filiah told me,many of ur classmates told me tat i am good chairman, and are afraid when i am fierce.wat a good thing to hear to me.but i dunno whether it is truth onot.duncare.lastly,things went super smoothly these weeks,class was behaving real well,and,listen to instructions from me.Very Good!Keep It Up,i noe eu all will see my blog de.andand,every morning 7.05 sharp i will check attire and hairstyle, all clipped up.vice chair will check on boys,if he late,i check.bear in mind. no more excuses,no more chances,1 whole week has passed.

no mood..
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2009-07-04T03:12:00.000-07:00

friday.
this few days has been staying bck in school to do some shooting stuff.after the school bell rangs,i saw guiru was outside waiting for me,so sorry,hahas,cher always drag the time de.then we+regine walked to the stairs,saw limin.actually i wanna go home,cos i was dead tired,wanna rest,but limin suddenly asked me,'eu got stay?today i 1 person only.'walao,by hearing the 'basketball'word i straight away say okay.lols.then vanalyn me and guiru+limin went to play ball.about half an hour ltr guiru and vanalyn went bck,left me and limin,we play bullet,train shooting,underbasket alot alot.then i was very very hungry,limin too.so i ask limin,'eu noe the kfc delivery number?'eu noe what,she keep sing the song,623535~pizza hut delivery to recall the kfc number,omg,she so cute!

then the number is actually 622261111.after all the craps i called this number,first time sia,damn fun man.i called for very long b4 the person answer,she ask for my personal details,mix up my name,Litze as Ritze,LOLs,i keep explaining L for look,L for like,she was annoyed too,lame la her.so i order crispy chicken 2 set.for me and limin.

limin was like,embarrased?lols,no need keqi with me.eu noe wat she say,she say tat next time hor,when i hungry rite,then i fast say,no need buy for me de,then limin clever luhs,she say,nonono,shun bian buy for me again next time.We Laugh Damn Damn Loud!!!hahaha

no mood..
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2009-06-29T05:38:00.000-07:00

hmm let me think wat to post..

okay,today all teachers were changed except for ms wong,ms lim.and,it was all the fierce fierce teachers.WE are not to the extend of so bad!why must eu all make this kind of arrangement??sian diao lo.

today science went to biolab.the room's chairs is without the leaning thing de.the pain come again lo.like,always needed support,i sit tat kind of chair very pain and uncomfortable,even leaning on the table doesnt help.went shopping with mama yesterday,then for bout half hour the pain comes again,cos i didnt sit down or rest,cnt even stand long also,streching doesnt help much,making my back more uncomfortable.i really dunno wat to do luhs...why must i be so mafan,if like tat how could i happily go for training,its for 2 weeks liao,rest enuff le!i really very very scared of the needles,it hurts alot..

hmm,not very responsible enough today,cnt answer teacher's question.who call me to be so blur and short-minded,asking me bout the books before the holiday,and i m not the one who in charge de,lols.

i missssssssseessss trainings,even after school also cnt stay bck for self train,at least some shooting for me mahs,also dunno must go where train,it was like,everyone cnt come out or stay bck de.the only one and lonely one.Yanling,eu remember lohs,always cn come out but dun wan,eu good!!

In Pain
Help Me Kay?
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2009-06-25T05:48:00.000-07:00

so sian,today,again,only sec 2 gurl,good luhs,can mix with juniors and seniors,noe them more.heng ah,zhaoyang really came,only sec 2 boy,hehes.finally arhs.

gonna improve shooting and under basket,i want perfection.
so shocked by my shooting today,really,after school closes,didnt do my shooting anymore,my feel all gone!sadness=(
shamira taught me a shooting from head,gonna practice it as soon as school reopens,prepare to stay bck every single day liao,wahahas.hope not many ppl uses the courtT.T

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2009-06-23T05:31:00.000-07:00

back really pain if i forgot to eeat medicine,so mafan.text a message to guiru,hope she read it.

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2009-06-21T08:57:00.000-07:00

lols,thanks coaches,feed me to fat.

wednesday.
-went to wild wild wet with,yanling and SACs.omg,misses the hu lala,was fun!got 1 photo the camera took,i looked like jiazhen,lols.iy was the at about 6,i gotta go le,then me and yanling went to bathed,SACs backed to chalet.rhen received calls,went to the chalet and ate bbq,danny is a satay women,oh,yanling misses her satays,hahaha.after tat bcked home.

thursday.
had match,going to improve somemore,train hard from now,my performance not very relistic.coach fetched me to chalet after chatting with teammates bout friday's activity.again,thanks coach.coach prepared steambout,joked with male coach,bout i am a lychee living up a tree,lols.after tat male coach had 3 full bowls,and blame me for letting him eat so full tat he cnt sleep,lols,aiyoyo,i where got,xiao si wo le,hahas.hmm after tat i rann to coach,she walk extremely fast,walk with her can train my leg and speed,lols.helped her carry things and bck to chalet,waited for sec 1s,ate 2 bowls of steambout.after huixian they all came,everyone was surprised to see me,and wants me to slp with them,gods,i no clothes how to sleep with eu all,especially jiajia,lols.backed home with elina.

friday_saturday.
went to mrt and waits for everyone,something happened,skipped.went to chalet,stay awhile with coach and went to wild wild wet,lazy to explain the whole process,anyway is just keep play,the speed up is the most scary de,i partner with regine,when we were carrying the boat up,my god,very hard to walk luhs the stairs,plus the boat so big also.we can hear vanalyn screaming,followed by zhaoyang's one lols.then it bbecome our turn,i m sitting facing down,regine facing back,i am very very scared of high elements de lo,but i did shout,when i stopped,regine still shouting,she look so terrified,she keep saying,i dun wan play liao.okay skipped skipped skipped,after all playings,we bathed and i found tat i kena cheated,all didnt wear nice clothes,only me,look so retard,when bbq,i ate and help with the grilling,whole body sweats,eyes red.TRied the chicken i grilled,very satisfied,my first try man,hahas.told coach we were going out,and we went to watch movie,Drag Me To Hell,hmm not scary to me luhs,guiru shouted,lols,and i keep scare the yinpei,then lots of funny parts,in the part of movie,guiru's phone rang,pei her go outside answer phone.the whole story de scary part is only the women suddenly appeard out,like tat only lo,disappointing.but i told them,the moral ofthe story is,the hell is uner the track,and jilyn plus regine sayed so must stand behind the yellow line,lols! after tat we went to eat mac,chat alot in mac,and back to chalet.both coaches was there,scare us though,yuan lai coach is guan xin_ing us,call us go back chalet.next day,wake up quite early,sleep real well,hahas,but very very cold sia.bathed and wait for them,went to eat mac and backed to chalet,coach is there le.with ritz and jay,cute luhs they all!!oh heart damn pain sia ritz fell down,i cnt react fast to go hold him,but can only say xiao xin.he cried and coach sayang him.the whole day coach keep laugh like a maddie,hahas.me and guiru toos.skip skip,backed home,in the bus sleeped like pig.
overall,i ENJOYED the whole chalet,get to know sac and teammates more,thanks coach for the arrangement=DD

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2009-06-05T23:32:00.000-07:00

yesterday was very abnormal game to me,i played till so abnormal(反常),keep falling down,my knee again lo,keep acting up!very very frustrated to it!cnt i just play a good game??

yanling didnt appear at the control station,much to my surprised.
guiru they all go plae,thought they were not going,sian,i didnt go-.-
dunno they got ask shiying they all go onot?
monday i wanna go plae,finding ppl to accompany,cos training was getting tougher,hope to relax.but i think impossible?vanalyn they all i think will nt be going bahs?
yesterday in the bus we were mad,we saw a moth and everyone was like,screaming and trembling,then i sae,a moth only wad,lets go sayang it,fast fast,then guiru pull me sae,dun hor,ltr fly to us,got that scary meh?exaggerating-.-we talk about many many things,about our camp,about our good coaches,alot alot,hehhes.

nxt week will be back for appointment,but i think there will be training all the way,cnt even think about it.have been very very very tired and pain.every time i reached home will be sleeping,bathing also sleeping,nt even have time to talk to my family,sorry,yesterday reached home at 10 smth,when i was sleeping i was like,hearing cracking sound in my back,keep waking up in the night in pain,i really really dun want all this rubbish thing happening in my back affecting my training and matches!i just wanna be a good player!why am i born with this kind of stupid backbone and spine?it is just getting serious then when i was young!why?!really very angry with it!

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2009-06-02T05:31:00.000-07:00

today got my dearest training,hehes...
training was,firstly,serious and tough,no laughter de training really tough,hehes,but,no give up luhs,the tougher the training,the better!training was,getting easier for me?butbut,why i still so cnt take it?dunno luhs,fun luhs,got mike they all these joker.

guiru ahhs,eu REALLY REALLY scare me leis,eu suddenly panting and tell me eu cnt le,cnt breathe also,i slowly help eu with the breathing then eu okay le,xia si wo le!take care urself,i got heart attack one kay.LOls,just kidding luhs..

today,erm,training,i think,first thing i wanna do is apologise to female coach,sorry!i dun noe eu were calling me,i really cn see nth.andand,really thanks for ur concern,i felt better after tat,funny right?dunno leis,just feel happy.these two weeks my kneecap was hurting,i mean,was in a kind of 'suddenly no strengh'especially during shooting,will suddenly fall down.todae went worse,left leg will shake de,i only noe when guiru reminded me.Shooting also keep fall down,i went CRAZY le t.t today made appointment in the morning,then during training was told tat we got training,suay,clasht.ti dun wan to feel unwell!!!i dun to be injured!!!i want to train well!!!AHHHHHS!!!

my leg was,actually becos my back,the doc. says tat my so called not normal back had hurt my kneecap's ligament.she describe my back as serious back injury.and,when i was young already like tat le,so had quit my ballet and taekwondo.issit really tat serious,hope not luhs,i only noe,i cnt do any jumpshot anymore,even i only do it once,my back will be like,strain or very uncomfortable and pain.the doc. says cnt do much jumping,but how,training included shooting and layup,where cn dun jump?funny sia,the treatment,was very pain when she massage my back,others was ticklish,like massaging my laughing nerves,i couldnt control myself and laugh laugh laugh,her bedsheet and pillow all fly here fly there,yanling laugh like hell,not funny kays!

yanling really have the team's heart,put our name in the 933 FM,include her class,ahh family name,coaches,woodgrove bball,senior junior,wow!!luv her man,hehes=DD

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2009-05-31T08:22:00.000-07:00

hehes,i can be counted as lucky bahs?always the first to slp lo,andandand,though hothot,but was cooling in the midnight,maybe i was sleepy?or just simply adapted to there.OMG,the thing is,EVERYTIME i was the last to wake upp!!!!everytime time ahh ru,and jiahui call me,i wake up and always ppl either changed le,or else was chatting,no one was sleeping,only ahh ru and ahh qi they all look like just wake up,ahhahahhahaha!
actually i was leading the gruop to cheer on the campfire night,but dun wan luhs,cos i wanna SHAKE!i shake shake here,shake shake there,here shake there shake everywhere shake shake,LOLS.SHIOK sia!

okay,i was nearlly dehydrate at there,special thanks to regine(for sharing her m ug w/v me)and the water cooler(wah,damn cooling,hehes)thanks yea?bad sia they all,the eating time haven finish and i went to wash my plate then they threw my water bottle away,my plastic bag still there leis!sobsob

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2009-05-31T07:59:00.000-07:00

back from camp,sobsob,suddenly miss my instructer alot sia=(
camp was fun,butbut,didnt play highhigh lo,only clim the rock climbing,hehes first try,proud of myself,didnt give up(damn scary lo).while we were making the boat,then the stupid me go and ask,why the pole will m0ve ar?then the student leader sae,cos haven tie mah,then the instructer laugh very loudly,and said tat tat is wat he wanna sae,then everyone laugh lo,after tat instructer call me repeat again to mr Jong,lols,everyone laugh,damn funny lohs the situation=DDafter tat,people keep using this line making fun of me'why the pole move ar'so dun be too surprise if anyone said tat to me,oh damn paiseh man.

anyway i and marjorie was the most hyper lo,the instructer call me hyper active.lols,i said to marjorie,ltr must shake yea,wahaha.then when we were performing our cheer,i was mad,keep shake,lols!AHHS,i wanna play flying fox,play high high element,though i am afraid of height,but i wanna try!!!!
hais sian dunno when got gathering w/v teammates n coaches,ahhS i am waiting luhst.t

cnt go training during june holiday,papa go overseas,how to tell coach leh?what if no school team?hmm,better dun think too much,see how coach reply,i will return during school reopens,staying and learn those i misses.if,really coach angry,i will understand,and see the arrangement,worse come to worse,i will respect the decision too.Hais

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2009-05-24T08:11:00.000-07:00

having good chat with teammates this few days,i am not going to side who or what,cos eu all are my teammates,eu all really have many troubles,i did give advice to eu all,i hope it helps.andandand,what are teammates for?eu all must be united.

i think,shall not relate it to guiru,no,i shall not tell her anything le,cos,she was like,dun wanna care?cos it is not her business?she told me this:eu tell me then wat?eu wan me do wat?go slap her arhs?i was like,stunned?i thought,she has the responsiblity to maintain the team together?suan,no matter what i sae to her makes no difference.disappointed lo..
i dun wan eu all to separate,wat is a team without teammates?think wider,hope cn get help frm van,i think,she cn helps alot=)hais,i hatte to feel unwell during training,everytime like tat de,will have no strengh to smile or high,training will become tough like this,sian!my leg will oso ruan de lo...dun wan luhsT.T

hmm,i wanna sae again,if eu all talking to me or calling me,and realise tat i didnt answer eu back,it is becos i m wiithout spec,i BECAME che-meh le,hahhha,so err,forgive uhs,lols.the last thing is,sorry guiru,dunno why i have the urge to apologise to eu,sorry=(

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2009-05-22T06:47:00.000-07:00

i found tat if someone scold me,i wont really do better,whether it is with good intention onot,i will be very discourage,lols dunno why,i really realised tat encouragement n praising could really make me jump far,i could really think of some examples le,anyway D,i felt so numb towards eu,eu just dun understand me,this had not happen only once.

tmr got training,i couldnt call my daddy,where is he???tmr who bring me go custom???die le lahsT.T

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2009-05-19T00:45:00.000-07:00

todae fall down from stairs during pe lesson,we ran the school den run the staircase,during the run around the school,my knee cap suddenly no 'strengh',i dunno how to explain,sort of,feel like falling down suddenly,maybe i didnt warm up my legs before running?or is it because of the fall tat i injured my knee cap n there is wound n blue black?dunno luhs..i remember is i am running down the stairs at a fast speed,becos we got time limit,and i m encouraging one of my friend to run,when i reach to him(touch him),knee suddenly no 'strengh' again,and i fell down the stairs,dunno why,i suddenly cry,the first thing came in my mind is training:shit luhs,got training leis,how can i injured????ltr how train?how to tell coach,dun care,stand up first.but when i stand up,i shouted,n cried,dunno why,it hurts alot.then my classmates called for mr jong,they were running up n down,thanks alot,thanks,i really couldnt remember who eu all are,becos i really cnt control myself n take a look at eu all,or else i will sure mention ur names in this post,sorry.During recess,guiru pull me to mr billy,i backed away,they tell mr billy bout it,mr billy call me go home rest,he will tell coach,tats where i worried most,coach wont accept these kind of excuses,they must be thinking tat i m skiving,no,i am not!standing,i couldnt even stand for long,neednt sae for running luhs,lol,i cn walk steady now wont like,'staggering' like tat,but sometimes,it pains suddenly,without any movement.todae coaches drives past me,i think,they will be angry with me?i couldnt really see them,without spec,so i squint my eye n walk nearer to them,i show a sign of going home,dun angry with me pls..pls..

2009-05-18T06:15:00.000-07:00

todae's smrt was very,sort of useful,learn quite lot of things though quite sian?tmr got training,train with seniors or juniors?dunno,ask guiru tmr.
junwei,funny luhs
jasper,funny luhs
i found tat ppl name start with j is 'funny','humorous',eu see ar,what is the best word to describe funny ppl,'joker' right?see,start with 'j' again,lols.junrong?jiajia?jieshi?all funny ppl,lols

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2009-05-16T23:11:00.001-07:00

sian ahh,training fast come leh,sobsob,monday got the SMRT thing,till 4,hais,cnt self train...anyone,willing to wait me up till 4?allah...

will ritz be coming on tues?hope so luhs.misses him man=DDD
yes i found an important word,ENCOURAGEMENT,i think,i noe wat to do le.
anyone anyone,make me high n laugh cn???i am going crazy le...how now,i only find playing basketball my only pleasure..my house also no basketball court,sian!
ready to run for my poor results le,i failfailfail,irritated to studies,no matter how hard i tries it is still the same-.-
is someone willing to plae bball with me?best is seniors n teammates,in school only.look for me,lols if eu noe me i will always appear in canteen de,=DDohhh,monday cn plae ball at 4 only,stupid smrt luhs,feel free to call me plae with eu,but but,i only hope to plae with those who cn make me improve,no vulgar thanks,cos i hate it..LOLS,mygod mygod,cheer me up cn?i feel tat i have been so long nv really laugh out heartilyt..t

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2009-05-16T03:31:00.000-07:00

friday
have some quarrel with guiru,but not serious luhs,she not in mood will use a tone which i dislike to talk to me,eu noe,like i owe her,den i talk bck her,i talk to eu so nicely eu no need like tat rite?sometimes,cnt stand her.den she walk away,after tat mr billy call me,i couldnt really see him,cause i m without my specs,then i look away ,after tat he call my name again,then i call guiru we walk to him,he is in the canteen with his students.
He said,quarrel with guiru again huh?
i said,huh.no luhs
guiru,got meh?
sometimes,our quarreling is some kind of reflection between our friendship,it make our friendship even more deep,tat is how i think,within 1 minute,we okay leh,we got abit crazy rite?dunno why,we found tat natural.we wont like,eu noe,quarrel then fight,den ignore each other till one of us apologise,no.AndAndAnd,guiru n i are not les,we are just goodgood friend n forever teammate.so,dun worry about us,we do quarrel,i admit,but will never hurt each other friendship,because,we both noes tat it really could make our friendship more stronger,as we noe where is our mistake=D
after tat,ahh van,me,ahh ru,ahh qiu n ahh qi eat at the same table,aftertat,mr billy came and sit beside me,i mean,he use squeeze in one,no offense urh,because got many peepo sitting on tat long bench,he then sae,litze ah,eu very fat leh.LOLS,it was then he make fun of vanalyn got boyfriend,funny!mr billy point at regine,says,she told me one,she told me eu got boyfriend,then regine was like,huh?after tat i join in and sae,actually is guiru tell regine de,then everyone sae hOHO~follow by then,i sae,actually is me call guiru tell regine de lo,then everybody was laughing like hell~

thursday,
vanalyn cnt come for trainingT.Tshe got the smrt thing.
after she come bck,she was so rush tat she ran bck to her class n ran to the canteen,she miss coach!!!!!when coach saw ahh van,coach move to her and hold her hands tightly,the two of them were asking each other wellness,so touching..vanalyn always sae wanna find coach,wanna see coach,ohh finally,有情人终成眷属,just kidding,i m talking craps again,hahas.
thursday saw coach's son again!!omg soo cute man,i saw the male coach hug him in the air,with the ball with him,to the ring,he try hard to throw the ball in the basket,funny=DD

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2009-05-14T06:16:00.000-07:00

quite crazy todae during training,oh my god,my tummy feels so hot and unwell,cos i ate spicy noodle,just a few weeks only i have forgotten.very very disappointed in my results,paper was easy,how could i fail?From todae onwards,we will be trained by male coach,quite of a kind of missing to female coach?todae joke alot with her luhs,HAHAHA,simply very funny,then coach took huimin's 7 dollar,7 lehs,huimin sure very sensitive,she and coach run here run there,and coach count down,54321,if no one go help her pull away huimin we will,hehehe..when it reached 1,i faced guiru and sae,CHIONG AHH~then we ran to huimin,(coach and huimin were pulling and struggling at each other)i pull huimin's hand,saying,dun do foolish thing,we still love eu,LOLS

same problem with juniors again,trying different ways to bring them together and make them count as a team,still thinking and creating ways,heeding huixian's advice the most,guiru almost breakdown,she was so angry tat she call me dun care the juniors anymore,because they dun wan to heed instructions from her,aiyaya,now is figuring out the ways to help juniors,think think think...

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2009-05-13T05:37:00.000-07:00

guiru called,telling me tat tmr got training?ohh yes!i was happy!!tmr dunno wanna wear wat?jersey?pe?tmr will we be be receiving our new t-shirt?bball one?tian ahh tian ahh,i very,i mean,extremely excited!hmm miss one person actually!COACH!!!tmr will come onot?omg!omg!omg!hahaha,i love ur hair,so match eu de??eu win lo,kidding luhs..
yanling,there's nothing between me n regine at all,i not blaming eu or anything,anything kays?anyway jiayous for training..
cake,again,i wanna thank eu,yeah,everything gonna be fine=DD
hope my skills wun drop?i wanna train bck,TRAINING,WAHAHA,HERE I M!!

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2009-05-13T03:20:00.000-07:00

sorry luhs everyone,everything my fault kay?i dun wish to quarrel anymore,i really dun noe tat caring is a fault too,my word is harsh?but what i said was a fact too.truth word is never pleasant to be heard even if using the most polite way to speak or say,isn'it?why did eu only mention me but not joli?she insulted me,eu call me dun care?like i said,anything luhs,yanling,eu hurt me alot with ur words,i dun wanna argue,stop making so much tag,eu are already making things shows like everything is my fault,regine dun mind,but eu sae she dunno how to sae,wat do eu mean?eu wanna find all means to pick on me,eu said no,but to me,ur action says yes.i shall just ignore anything,yanling,happy?satisfied? and pls la,stop saying harsh this word kay?eu are making me feeling so agitated and irritated seeing this word.

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2009-05-10T04:10:00.000-07:00

something terrible happen today,i have so long never been in such fright,i really shiver,todae is mother day,is tat why they do it in purpose,cnt they just leave us in peace??yesterday someone scolded me,i am just asking ques,wat happen?maybe going to find him on tues?wat if he dun wanna talk to me?dun noe luhs,seriously no mood,nth important dun trifled with me,cos i m now very very vexed,hope it wont disturb my studies.

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2009-05-09T05:20:00.000-07:00

yea!!i have good good news,dunno why,i found a way to on my phone,FOUND MY PHONEBOOK,wahahhas yes!yes!yes!
so maybe i m using two same phone bahs?cause i now is using my brother's phone,haha

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2009-05-09T01:19:00.000-07:00

guys,gimme ur phone number yea?phone spoilt n have lost all my phonebookT.T
now i only have
guiru
samantha
yuqiu
vanalyn
yanling
limin
junwei
these number only
kelian right?so many times wanna find eu all but call here call ther oso cnt find,anyway just give luhs=)

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2009-05-08T07:21:00.000-07:00

paper was easy to me,i didnt use calculator for maths n science,hahas..but use mental sums and workings,very very afraid my first semester's mark will pull my overall mid year grade down,if got show improvement from CA1 to SA1,can no need run suicide?hahas,jkjk only nia,cos it is impossible,run cn train yea?hahas=DD

i really miss training,stamina n skills drop le,alamak..
just now talk to guiru on the phone for 15 min?siao liao,my phone bill sure very high liao,maybe i not be using my msia phone le,so expensive...

sunday is mother day,dunno wat i cn do for mama?buy buy the massage neck thing to her?dunno where to buy...massage the leg n foot de?mama very tired n have aches in her body,hais kelian,heart pain pain,how i wish i was a grown up with good job,so can support mama le..haha
or shall i buy chocolate?mama loved it=DD

hope cn fast fast get results,very curious lah,maybe i sae easy,but lack of alot working n wrong?uhs,i dun wan luhs=(

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2009-05-06T05:53:00.000-07:00

hmm yesterday chinese paper,easy easy,todae maths paper 2 and literature,always no confidence in my maths,cos in the first semester my maths flunk one,but today i felt the maths was simply too easy?i actually still have ample of time do my checking,literature i think will pass,but not high marks,becos i did not write much,about 2 page only,teacher sae b4 try write three pages,hahas..as for english,i could only sae alamak...my formal writing didnt write down the number of words n very luan also,i thinb the teacher who mark my work will be very agitated,sorry luhs,not in purpose,i had copy into another foolscape paper but no time finish,so didnt count,hais,deduct deduct deduct marks!english important luhs...but very afraid my CA1 grade of my maths pull make me fail my MYE grade of maths.

miss alots of training,and i miss it alot.

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2009-05-02T20:57:00.000-07:00

eu all noe wat happen?i cnt imagine me n guiru's bonding sooo good!err,bout two days or three days ago i called my mum's number,i use type one,cos i dun really rmb her number,n guiru picked up,i asked her,'is mary there?',guiru said,'hUh?here only got guiru no mary'...hahaha,ppl make mistake mahs,but hor,yesterday,i wanna call my brother's girlfriend who is also in singapore,i lost her number n i rmb veryveryvery clearly,so i dial lo,then i guiru was the one who picked up again,i said'jiejie,is my korkor with eu?',then guiru answered,'what jiejie,i am guiru la',LOLS!!!

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