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Saturday, April 11, 2009

cn i really successfully walk out of stress?how i wish i could raise up my hand tat day,but even if i go wednesday cn i really put all the bball memories down?everyday i reach home so late n yet so early wake up,everytime i would sae i am used to it,but actually not..
arent we supposed to have fun in bball?but why i m feeling so stress?wat am i stressing?i really dunno..maybe eu all may think i m finding excuses,but who could understand my tiredness?
i LOVE bball alot,yet i didnt see improvement nor anything,my teammates,i felt tat they are not understanding to me,i oso dunno why i have tat kind of feeling,maybe after tat day i really lost trust to my teammates..arent teammates should stick with each other and come upon anything tat happens?i really feel suffocated to stay with a team tat doesnt look like a team n have to stay like a team where i think they dunno wat is a team..
what cn i sae?tell mr billy i cnt continue go training,becos of stress?wat will he think?he will be damn disappointed with me,wat if he tell coach?again wat will coach think?coach wun accept tired n stress as excuse,but,who will understand me?they may even think tat i joined bad company tats why finding excuse to go wednesday..
once,i was very happy,but now,i feel very tired,if this continues,i would really lost interest in everything,maybe even talking to my family n frens:(
so,the conclusion is,i cn do nothing at all,i m waiting time to perish me,i m not complaining,nor anything,in this post,i just wanna reply to my frens,this is why i feel frustrated,sad these few days..so pls,leave me alone,i just wanna be alone..
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